I'd fight the last battle that I'd ever fight
I said maybe I'll do it maybe tonight
Though I lost this battle, I really did
But no longer will the lies go on in my head
I stood in the chair with the rope around my neck
I said "This is it. There's no going back"
And just as I was about to jump
Someone came up the stairs with a thump
I said to myself "Quick just do it!"
But that person already had one shoe in
I was surprised by who I came to see
The person I saw staring back was me
I made myself trip like it was a mistake
I prayed that would be the last breath I'd take
And the girl who had watched it all go around
Was now the girl trying to cut me down
The one who convinced me I wanted to die
Was now the one preventing me from saying goodbye
She cut me down and that was that
But I can't explain what happened next
I went down stairs to see my mother
But she was crying like no other
I tried to ask her what was wrong
But it seemed she'd been crying all day long
My father walked in with tear filled eyes
He said I'd done said all my goodbyes
My sister walked in crying up a storm
She says I've cleaned out her apartment dorm
My father says three years I've been gone
And only now they are saying so long
I said "No how could this be"
My family says "Rest In Peace" to me
I'd fight the last battle that I'd ever fight
I said maybe I'll do it
I did that night
