Dare To Be Different

               Do you even care?

I walk into my 1st period class,everyone staring at me laughing...I don't even know why they were laughing at me for. So I asked the teacher if I can go to the bathroom to see if there's anything on me...and there was a paper on my back saying that I'm a freak and that no one likes me....I stayed in the bathroom crying my eyes out. I reached into my pant pocket and grabbed my sharp razor blade and started to cut again...I thought no one would care or notice anything wrong. Sometimes I even think that I'm a mistake because I'm never noticed at home...my parents pretends that I'm not even here. So why bother if no one cares...

                         Alone

The next day,I came to school...with my head held down and my hair in my face. This girl came up to me and pushed me down the stairs...everyone laughed at me. I ran to the bathroom crying...I had no one to talk to about my problems...I have no friends...I kept cutting myself really deep hoping I would cut a vein or something but,I didn't. They always made fun of me how I dress and how my hair is...I wear a bvb shirt,black skinny genes,my black boots and my hair is black too. I don't get it! I feel so alone....I always ask myself...why me? What did I ever do wrong? Why doesn't anyone like me? Why am I still here? I just don't get it...

                    Forever a loner

I got home ran upstairs and threw on my usual clothes...bvb shirt,black skinnies,my black boots...as soon as I sat down on my bed there was a text on my phone saying no one likes you! Go kill yourself! You don't belong here! Once I read those messages I ran downstairs and told my parents..but,they didn't care..they ignored me like usual. So,I ran back upstairs went to the bathroom turned on the bathtub,ran into my room grabbed all of my razor blades got into the tub and started cutting myself all over the place until I saw blood pouring out of my arms and legs. Once I saw blood coming out of my arms fast I smiled and said I'm sorry...then I blacked out and hit my head. Marie's mom heard the water and ran upstairs to check up on her..once Marie didn't answer she busted the door opened and started to cry and scream. Her parents actually did care but just didn't pay any attention to her when she really needed it...