I'll love you 5ever- Troyler fanfiction

Why Would You Do This?! Ch-11

Troye POV: 15 minutes earlier.... After we went home I knew I only had 4 days left with Tyler. I hurt to think that I only had a month with him. I decided to talk to Tyler in the morning and call my mom right now. The phone rung a few times before my mother spoke.

Mom:Troye, Troye are you okay?! Your voice is hitching!

I calmed my breathing before I spoke.

Me: Hey mom how are yah?

Mom: Not so good considering the time change *chuckles* did you need something sweety?

Me: Yea if you couldn't tell Troyler has gotten crazy.

Mom:...Please tell me it's not true...Troye...TROYE?!

I was now a sobbing mess. I knew my mom hated to fact of me dating Tyler because he is 4 years older than me but im 18!! I can make my own choices!

Me: Yes mom it's true I'm in love with him! C-c-can I stay here?

Mom:............Troye he is just using you, you don't love him okay. Now you are coming home tomorrow okay I lo-

Me: I HATE YOU SO MUCH! WHY CAN'T YOU ACCEPT THAT I LOVE HIM?! IM STAYING HERE!! AND THAT'S IT!

Mom: No need to yell Troye.

Me: I hate you.

The scene kept flashing though my head over and over. I needed to the urge to cut was spreading through my body like snake venom. I ran up the stairway to Tyler's apartment and ran to the bathroom. I grabbed my chapstick bottle in my pockets where I kept my razors. I haven't cut for so long but thanks to my mother I might just die. *TRIGGER WARNING*

I ran the sharp piece of metal across my soft delicate skin. The blood was flowing across my arms like crazy. I cried from all the pain and agony. 1 for the all haters another for my parents and the third one for my friends. Then the last and deepest one for my lovely boyfriend, Tyler Oakley.

*TRIGGER WARNING OVER*

Right before I finshed I heard a cry mixed with a scream. Standing in the doorway was Zoe....

Zoe: T-troye wh-hat a-re-e y-you doin-ng?!

Me: I'm so *sob* sorry!!

Zoe: W-w-hy!?

I told Zoe I would tell her the story after I finshed wrapping up my red arms. I told her what happened only for both of us to become a crying mess like 20 times. Which was a bad idea. Tyler walked down and saw my arms.

Tyler's POV: I was lying in my bed when I heard shouting for a few minutes then a 5 minute silence. Then I heard Zoe and Troye crying. I knew something was going on so I closed twitter and went down stairs to find Zoe and Troye crying.

Me: Troye, Zoe whats wrong?

Zoe: Troye, tell him.

Me: Are you okay Troye.

At this time I had sat down and had Troye on my lap and Zoe beside me. Troye went over what had happened me crying because yea im emotional! I thought my life was ending when he finished. I had my career as Youtube's little Mr.Gay, Troye, crazied fans, Troye's parents hating me, then on top of that Troye cut himself! The last cut never stopped bleeding though this made me question myself but there was to much going on I brushed it aside.

Me: We will find a way, you can stay here for as long as you need to okay babe?

Troye: Thank you so much Tyler.

Zoe: You two are way tooooo cute!!

Troye and I were blushing by now and smiling like crazy. I glanced to his wrist and saw the last one over flowing again.

Me: Zoe had me the towel again.

Zoe: Still bleeding?

Troye: Yeah...

Me: I know what you're going to say but if that one doesn't stop soon we are going to the hospital.

Troye: Okay.

Me: I love you.

Troye: Love you too!

I carried Troye upstairs to my room and let him fall asleep. I knew the results for the morning. Hospitals, nurses, doctors, and creepy old walls. I tucked him in and watched him fall asleep.