WHY can't we ?

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Do we really have a choice ???
Can we really choose where do we want to be born ???
Can we really choose where to grow up???
Can we really choose to learn how to control our feelings???
Can we really choose not to fall for someone???
Can we really chose not to hurt the person we love the most???
Can we really choose not to become a monster???
I ask you...
If you ask me...then N.O we can't....
 

      We don't have a choice...
                     I didn't have a choice...

         .              .                 .                 .

I never wanted to be born where I was born....  ,
I never wanted to grow up the way I did....  ,
I never wanted to have feeling.....  ,
I never wanted to hurt that person like that....  ,            AND...
I never wanted to become a
                                                 M.o.n.s.t.e.r.

    But I never had a choice...NEVER...

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???:Bye mom I love you...
Mom: I love you too and be careful on your way.
???: mmm I know , bye.
.....
///: What , she already went? I needed to ask her about the shoes...
Aaaaa (loudly)...so frustrating...
Mom: why are you being so noisy again? You have other pairs of shoes don't you? Just wear them..
///: mommmmm~~ ... why are you always taking her side??
Ohhh,,, I'm just going now...
Mom: I knew it,
do you always have to compete with your sister??
///: I  .   Am  .  Going  ... BYE...
Mom: ahh...this girl,..
when will you GROW UP??? (shouting)
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Ji family...
Anyone who know them can tell how much of a happy family they are but... only if they knew....
No one knows what did they sacrifice for the happiness they have now??
No one knows what did they lose??
. . .
A father who works as a normal office worker , a housewife mother and two daughters who are collage students.
Not having very big financial problems and having their own house helped them to be known as happy middle class family ,, if they save up some money they can have summer vacations in Jeju island once in a year...so(?)...

Are they really happy????

Mom's pov~
I'm happy... watching my family being happy , healthy and safe, I'm happy...

Safe?
Yes I know they are safe now, it's already been 8 years...
They can't find us , not after we changed everything about us...,
Kwangsoo is just a normal office worker now and I'm just a housewife...
We can't be who we were,...
I'm Ji Bora not Jung Hara....
Ji Bora , a housewife...
A housewife and a mother who's just happy seeing her children safe...
And I'm sure the same goes for Kwangsoo.
I know he suffers a lot... but we are dong this for our children ... just for them to be safe and happy.
Kwangsoo will always be
Jung Kwangsoo for Me, the man I fell in love with...but that name , there is no name like that anymore...
he's Ji Kwanghee now... the father of
Ji Mi-rea and Ji Eunjo...
.....
I'm sorry Son... I'm really sorry...

But ... we can't ...



  /Hi to everyone who reads this story...
I know it took a while to update but you know.... 😅😅😥😥😅😅
So for the people who are a bit confused; well all the things happening in this chapter are in present time but the things happened in 1st chapter were in the past... a lot will be revealed in next chapters..../
   
             Thx to everyone....😙😙😙

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