"Ms. Mills please don't be mad" She didn't say anything she just pulled me to her kitchen and sat me down in front of her while she went to go get a wet towel and I think bandage wrap.
"Give me your hands."
"No. Ms.Mills I should be going it's almost Henry's bedtime" I was getting up when she yanked me back into the chair.
"Ms. Swan I'm not going to ask you again"
"You are mad. Just say you are"
She took a deep breath and looked down before looking at me
"Ms. Swan give me your hands please. Yes I am upset because I didn't need rescue "
I looked at her hurt because I know she's going to deny it
"Why would you say that"
"Because I can take care of myself Ms. Swan" I pulled my hands away from her and got up getting Henry toys together putting them back into his bag.
"Where are you going" I didn't answer her I zipped up Henry's bag putting it on my back I was about to go get him off the couch but Ms. Mills yanks me grabbing Henry's bag and putting it on the table pinning me to the kitchen wall
"So you don't hear me talking to you" I still didn't reply to her I looked away to disconnect our eye contact. I don't like the way she's talking to me it makes me feel helpless and worthless.
"MS.SWAN ARE YOU REALLY GOING TO ACT LIKE A CHILD"
I wasn't going to raise my voice like she is doing because I won't get the point across.
"I am a child I will always be a child. But you are just" I stopped myself I looked away from her. I'm not like Mal I'm not going to break her down and make her feel like nothing.
"I'm just what Ms. Swan" I ignored her again which made her mad
"WHY..REALLY STOP IGNORING ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU"
"You are not talking to me you are talking at me there's a difference."
She just shook her head
"I would like if you lower your voice not for me but for Henry. You are mad that someone helped you. You are in denial about your relationship "
"Haha no I'm not"
"Yes you are "
"Since you seem to know everything tell me why you think that"
"First of all I don't think,I know. Your so call girlfriend didn't give two damns about you at granny's she slapped you like you was someone she hates and when you fell and hit your head on the metal bar she just stood over you not caring if you were okay or not. I wasn't going to just let someone I care about get beaten by someone who claims they care"
She stood there in shock of my words she walked to her counter grabbing the bandages looking at me pointing to the chair. I sat and looked away not saying anything else to her. She wrapped my hands up and just stared at me.
I decided to break the silence
"If I had a girlfriend like you I would build her up not break her down in a way that makes her feel unloved"
"Ms. Swan you are to young to understand what love is."
"What age isn't nothing but a number. Yes I do understand love. The one who don't understand love is you. One thing I don't understand is why do people use the word love if they not go mean it"
"What does love means to do Ms.Swan"
"Why should I tell you it's not like you ever going to care" I say grabbing Henry's bag and picking up Henry who's sound asleep.
"Ms.Mills I'm sorry for being disrespectful towards you in your home which is beautiful by the way. I'll see you in school tomorrow" I say walking out her home. Henry and I got home we got freshen up and went to bed. I just laid there thinking about today and wishing to forget it she'll never feel the same way about me. I want to give up but my heart won't let me. Finally falling asleep I was out for the night.
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Regina's P. O. V
I woke up to the sound of my alarm I got dressed and walked downstairs when I hurt my foot on something I looked down and it was one of Henry's toys my little prince but thinking of him only makes me think of his beautiful mom who has a huge heart. I put his toy and my bag grabbed some coffee and made my way to school.
Today was very boring because my mind kept drifting off to Emma her class is next and I'm hoping I can talk to her after school. The bell rang and everyone walked I didn't look up until I heard a voice it was Henry who was with Emma. I looked up at her she made eye contact but then looked away she looked broken the ringing of the bell pulled me out of my thoughts. I assigned the work for today everyone started working I just couldn't keep my eyes off that beautiful blonde. Every time I think of her I think about what she said. Do she really care about me or was she just saying that.
Class finally ended
"Ms. Swan can you please stay after class" she didn't say anything she just shook her head. Her not answering makes me mad I don't know why but it does.
After class I walked up to Emma's desk and just sat there it was silent for a good 5 minutes but Henry broke the silence
"Gina!"
"Hey little prince" I lifted him up to my level and smile he's always happy to see me. He put his hand on my forehand
"You okay Gina" he had a sad expression on his face
"Yes baby I'm okay. Why you ask"
"Because mama not okay" he says looking back a Emma I put him down and took him to a computer so he can play a child friendly game.
I walked over to Emma who never made eye contact with me yet
"Ms. Swan are you okay"
"I'm fine" she started packing up her things and just sat there
"Ms.Swan---
"Stop calling me that it's Emma okay"
"Okay Emma. Henry told me you're not okay today what's wrong"
"Why should I tell you. It's not like you are going to care anyways"
When she said that it broke my heart I do care for her. I care for her more then I do for Mal.
"Emma I do care"
"No you don't. You are one of those people who hides who they are from people who actually care"
"Ms. Swan I don't hide who I am from no one" she ignored me again which pissed me off.
"Really you are going to ignore me"
"Yes because you just called me Ms. Swan" she says getting up.
"I'm not done talking to you"
"Yea okay I'm not done either but we are at school and front of Henry if you want to continue this conversation I'll come by your house later on today" she walked out with Henry and that's all she said.
I was waiting on Emma to come by she never said a time. There was a knock on the door I answered. I thought it was Emma but it wasn't.
"Hey baby"
"Why are you here Mal"
"I came to see my girlfriend" she tried to kiss me but I didn't allow her
"I'm not your girlfriend. You need to --" before I knew it she was chocking me
"Mal let go off me "
"You want me to let you go.
"Yes" she threw me across the room
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Emma's P. O. V
I finally got to Regina's house I approached the door which was open. I heard her girlfriend voice she was pinning Regina down to the floor screaming at her. That's just pissed me off
"Mal get off of me you are hurting me"
"Oh no baby I'm not hurting you yet she punched Regina in the face"
Regina started crying she looked over Mal shoulder and saw me. I quickly put my finger over my mouth. I quietly walked near them and quickly grabbed Mal in a chock hole and threw her outside.
"Well well well look who came to Regina rescue"
" I guess you didn't learn your lesson before."
"No I guess that bitch right there didn't learn her lesson" I didn't say anything I just punched her and the face and kicked her.
"One thing I hate about you is that you have no respect for that phenomenal women right there. So what I need for you to do is stay the hell away from her or your ass whopping will get worse. I say walking towards Regina door and closing it behind me
I lifted her up and took her to her kitchen
"Emma stop"
"What"
"I don't need your help"
"Yes..yes you do so stop fighting it"
"No stop"
"DAMMIT REGINA WHY YOU DON'T WANT MY HELP.."
"BECAUSE NOT EVERYONE WHO COMES IN MY LIFE WANTS TO HELP ME"
"OKAY SO YOU WANT ME TO BE LIKE HER BEAT YOUR ASS AND CALL YOU EVERY OTHER WORD BESIDES QUEEN. I'M NOT LIKE THAT AND IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT I'M HAVING FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME"
"EMMA I BEEN THROUGH SOME THINGS YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND"
"ARE WE REALLY GOING TO PLAY THAT I BEEN HURT CARD. REGINA I BEEN HURT BY PEOPLE TOO BUT I DON'T LET THAT DEFINE WHO I AM DEEP DOWN"
"YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND"
"I DON'T UNDERSTAND. OKAY"
"EMMA YOU HAVE A CHILD WHO LOVES YOU HENRY LOOKS UP TO YOU AS HE QUEEN. YOU FOUND LOVE AND HAD A BABY BY THEM. I DON'T HAVE THAT OKAY."
I just walked away I'm not going to continue this conversation. If people really knew me they'll understand why I live my life the way I do. I'm just going to go back to the old me stay to myself. I left Regina's house and went home. I cried myself to sleep knowing that no one will never appreciate the love I give or the way I care for them.
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The Love Beyond Magic (Blinded Love)
FanfictionA new student at Story Brooke high Emma doesn't really know anyone. But she comes upon a teacher who is very known for being very strict. Every student hates this teacher which is Ms. Mills (Regina Mills) How will Emma feel about Ms. Mills when t...
