The royal wolf

Hi my name is Emma smart I'm 16 years old I live with the Royal pack well not really with them but I'm part of their pack , I never really seen any of them because they live on the other side of the land the north wing the bata lives on the west wing and the other live on the East Side but not us the omegas live on the south it's colder here and it rains a lot and snows it's only me my mom and dad and that because omegas are only to have one kid because of the living conditions at least they had some human emotion in them.
My mother and father always told me that the royals were amazing people and that they cared a lot but they didn't have any kids well they though because Mrs.royal and mr.royal they were the queen and king.
I always wondered why they didn't have kids what would happen if they died I knew we hand an bata but I don't really think he suits the hole King role from what my parents told me, I don't really go out a lot that's why I go based on what mom or dad tells me they say that they don't want me working so they never told the queen or king that they had kid which would be me do to the fact that I would have to work at the age of 7.
I rally didn't like it staying in this cabin all the time we have tow rooms a kitchen and one silver bath in the corner of the cabin I call it a cabin because it made out of wood except the floor that's made out of cement .the only escape I have is to wright and that's why I decided to start writing on theses blank pages of a book that my father had given to me on my 13 birthday I know it's been 4 years but what can I say life really started hit me just now I guess it's the hole I'm close to 18 thing and almost done high school well if you can say that it's more of a secret homeschooling my parent want me to better myself and when its time to go off and live my dream which is art and helping people they e want me to leave the werewolf life and live like human
And I guess I want that too I want to see the world that I never got to see ever scene I came into this world.
I know my parents do this for my own good but I can't help but wonder how the grass feels or how the sky looks or how the stars shine .

We have no windows and no on says anything because mom told the rest of the omega that it's better with out windows so that the cold wouldn't get in so they all agreed my mom had to go to the king and tell him they wanted no windows he didn't really care do to the fact that we pay for the building of our homes. Also why they agreed to not having windows it means less money.
And more food for us .we get cabin check ins every weekend so my dad build a underground home just for me when the
weekends come and that's why I'm here writing right now.
"Honey"
"Yes dad" I call out quietly not wanting to be caught.
"You can come up now their gone but come up very slowly remember the wood creeks a little we don't want them to hear"
I take a deep breath before hiding my journal under my maters .
I start to move slowly to the parts ware the stairs are and very quietly just like I was told.
16 years of doing this you become an expert at hiding when I was little my parents would say we're playing hide and seek but you have to stay really quiet.
The older I got the more I wanted to go outside and play have fun and do other things.
I get to the steps count 20 min then Waite 10 min every step which would be 90 in all
When I get to the door I take off my shoes wait 5 min then I rub some oil on me so that they won't be able to smell me I put my hand on the door knob. And open it.