My Decision

So I recently came across something that proved what I had to do. I know she'll hate me but I can't not do something. I know she'll figure out that it's because I care but I think it will be awhile until she does. I am sorry but I have to, I just do. I don't want to feel like what u want to do is my fault. I blame myself for not being there and not helping u through Ur worst. But I'm gonna be there from now on and I know what I have to do. I know what will fix this. U will be mad at me at first but I hope u realize its for your own good and for mine. I don't think u realize that if u were to do what u plan u aren't just effecting yourself ur effecting your friends, teachers, schoolmates, and mostly....................your family. I can't let u do this. I won't let u do this. I love u to much to not do anything. I have to do this. It's gotten to the point where there's nothing else to do... So this is my decision to save you from yourself, to save u from the darkness.... To prove u wrong, to prove that I'm here for u and I always will be and ILYSFM! I'm sorry but This is my desicion.....