Panicking is what i do| Virgil/Anxiety X reader

Why now?

Y/N POV
        I was walking to my best friend, Thomas's house listening to my music when the music changed to Sucker For Painfrom the suicide squad soundtrack. I started to sing the song. The song came to my favorite part and I sang it the best out of the entire song for some reason.
                Alienated by societym all this pressure give me anxiety
Walk slow through the fire
Like, who gon' to try us?
Feling the world go against us
So we put the world on our shoulders
I finished that part of the song and as I waited for the bus to arive I heard;
      I torture you
  Take my hand through the flames
   I torture you
I look behind me to see...Virgil?
He smilied at me knowing I heard him so I continued.
I'm a slave to your games
We both did a duet
I'm just a sucker for pain
Virgil now was far too close for comfort."Virge...what are you doing?" Before I knew what was happening he planted his lips on mine. He backed up and I blushed.
I wanna chain you up
I wanna tie you down
I'm just a sucker for pain
We finished that part of the song.I was about to tell him about the kiss we had shared a few moments ago when the panic attack started. I fell to the ground with all the thoughts going through my head my body couldn't handle it.
      I felt a hand I asumed was his on my back."listen to me do as I say and you will get through this" I couldn't  concentrate  on what he said after that it seamed so distant."breath in"I did as told.
"Breath out" I did as told. We repeted this for a while until I could finally open my eyes. "What do you see?"

A/N
Sorry for the short chapter!I promise more soon!