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Four

"On top of this ending tune,
I'm standing here all alone."

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NAMJOON'S POV

"Hey Joon.."

I closed my diary and turned my body to the source of the voice.
It's just Jin.

"Yeah?"

"Are you really sure that this is the best decision?"
Jin's face shows that he's worried of the choice that have been made by Namjoon.

"You know that she's the only one I have right? I want to make her happy.. At least.." 

I felt sad and
I'm still thinking wether it's the best decision that I could do for her. But it's not the best time to think about those doubts i have in mind. So i shooked my head and said
"Yes. It's the best desicion we could at least do."

"If you say so." He paused.
"But there's still time, you know."

I just nod.

Jin walks away. Leaving me alone in my studio. I continue writing on my diary. Yes, I sound like a nerdy gay carrying his diary everywhere he goes but this is the only way I could solve my problems out.

The only way I could let all my burdens out.

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HANUEL'S POV

All of the polaroids i have are scattered around my bed. There are pictures of me and my parents and mostly with Namjoon. He's the best brother that anyone could've asked for. But still; I have to sort these pictures out and decorate them in my journal.
Honestly, most of them are the candid pictures of Namjoon.

I love him, ya know?

He has always been my happy pill.

All right now, that's enough of him. Let's talk about me having a nice chat with my brother's friends on the groupchat they just added me in.

BANGTAN HOMIES🛡⚔️

Beloved Namjoon💞💕
just added you

Beloved Namjoon💞💕
Han.. This is our
swaeggy groupchat lmao.
4.47 pm

Unknown
Ouh.. You added Han?
Mkay btw this is Yoongi.
4.47 pm

You
Ouhh.. Okay Yoongi..
Btw.. Ya guys let's
hang out together
sometimes ey?
4.48 pm

Genius Yoongs
Well.. let's go some times..
Sound's like a good idea..
i'm on
4.49 pm

Beloved Namjoon💞💕
Sounds fun.. I'll ofc go
Lmao who's gonna take care
of you?
4.50 pm

You
Hahah but yea sure
Let's go to the arcade yeah?
4.52 pm

Beloved Namjoon💞💕
Wait for the others to reply
first..
4.52 pm

Unknown
Arcade sounds fun..
Well... arcade IS fun!
Let's go!!
4.53 pm