Two Mates But Reject?

The Feeling Of Lost

               sorry I have not been updating just a bunch of things been happening but I promise to update quickly as I can but  I hope you enjoy reading this!!!

       
    When mom died everybody in the pack was grieving either my mom was kind to them or she just lend a hand to them, and the one who took her death hard like me and my dad was the alpha wife Marissa she was a very close friend to my mom.

   "I'm sorry for your lost sweetie she was a very lovely person,great friend and I just want you to know that you are always welcome in the pack's house" Marissa replied while putting a hand on my shoulder.

  "thank you Marissa I really appreciate it" while looking down with tears in my eyes as my mom was being lowered into the cold dirty earth.

      "Christina lets go I can't stand being here any longer" my dad said while looking at me with a cold look in his eyes.

           "yes father" I whispered and followed after him to the black shiny Honda Ford and step into the car with my head down low.

        When me and my father arrived at the house it just felt different more like a empty vibe that could not be shaken away. My mom was everything to me and then she was snatched away from me and my dad and the sad part was that we would never see or hear from her again. I went to the kitchen after a while to start cooking some pasta when my dad wanted to grace me with his presence.

    "is there anymore beer in the refrigerator and if not I want you to go buy me some you understand?"he put the money on the counter and walked away to his room.

    After I was done making the pasta,I made my dad a plate while looking into the refrigerator to see if he had a beer can left which thankfully he did and I walked up the stairs to take him his plate.

   

  When I gave him his plate he looked at it with disgust "what the hell is this" he said while holding the plate sideways.

"It's pasta dad you should already know this since you came into the kitchen earlier"I said with a snappy tone.

   All of a sudden in a flash of light,he smack me so hard across my face that it felt like my head went all the way back. Tears sprung to my eyes as they gently came down my face " don't you ever talk to me like that ever again you hear, I wish you were the one that die in the car accident instead of my wife you were just a mistake, and you should have not been born"my dad said with hatred in his voice.

I looked down and then held my head up and looked my father in his eyes " how can you say that to your own daughter" I said while tears were still spilling from my eyes.

He looked at me coldly and said seven words that cut deeply into my heart " you are not my daughter any more" while he shoved me out of his room,and slam the door in my face which hurts alot.

I did not bother eating anything after that so I went to my room, jumped into my bed, and cry until I heard a whisper in my head " don't cry my child everything will lift up you will see" and I blacked out after that.

so Christina father is becoming mean and cold each day that past and then she hears a voice in her head before she falls asleep saying " everything is going to lift up" I hope that voice is right!

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