after what happened at the cliff with taehyung, we walked home. god, i feel so safe when i'm with him. and the kiss we shared...
it felt different.
taehyung opened the door and as soon as we got in, we were greeted by jimin, "where were you guys?" he asked, i looked at him and rolles my eyes,
didn't even care to cover up, huh?
"i was taking a walk, like always, i went to the cliff and then i saw y/n. if i didn't go up to her she might have-" he said and looked down to his feet. "she what?" jimin asked and looked at me, "ended it"
"w-what, why? y-yn, baby-" he started stuttering and he hugged me, i pulled away, "i... i'm tired, i'm going to bed."
"goodnight" i said and walked upstairs.
I saw them.
the fresh hickies on his neck. he cheated again.
i sighed, it still hurts even though i should get used to it. it's happened quite often now. i started crying, but then someone knocked on the door. "y/n, it's me. taehyung" he said and walked in without me telling him to. "i was about to sleep, taehyung" i said without looking at him.
"i saw them. snd i know you saw them too" he sat on my bed. "saw what?" i lied, "oh come on y/n, don't act stupid right now, there were huge." he sounded pissed off. "i don't care, tae, he can do whatever he wants" i said and layed down.
"you do care, you love him but he keeps on hurting you. why don't you just leave him? we'll still be here for you. i don't want to see you getting hurt, everytime he fuckings decides to cheat" he said and held my hand."taehyung, i don't love him. the love in me disappeared after the second time he cheated. not only did he cheat but he also cheated when he promised not to"
"then just leave him" he said as i sighed, "i will, just wait." i said.he suddenly hovered over me and we locked eyes, he then came closer and kissed me, after a while he pulled back and layed next to me. and soon i fell asleep.
THE NEXT MORNING
"y/n wake the fuck up queen" hoseok yelled while- smashing pans.
why the fuck is he smashing pans to each other,
"w-what is your problem hoseok" i cried out, "a lot actually, but wake up sleepyhead. it's almost two pm" i sighed and looked to my left, i guess taehung left after i fell asleep.
"please hoseok, i'm tired, five more minutes, please" i said and pulled the sheets over my head, "no way. you're gonna get up right now and change. we are going to an amusement park." he said, took my bed sheets and left the room.i got up and put on something basic, black sweater and wide jeans.
i opened the door and made my way to the living room, where everyone was waiting for me.
"hey guys" i said and smiled, i noticed taehyung was wearing almost exact the same. baggy jeans and black sweater. "what the... taehyung" i said, everyone looked confused, "hmm? what?" he said, "why are you wearing the same as me? are you copying me?" i frowned, they understood what was going on and slighty laughed, "i was out first, so technically you are the one who's copying me" he said and smirked,"taehyung, stob it" jin said, namjoon gave him a confused look, "you mean stop it?" "yeah, that's what i said, stob it." jin gave him a weird look, "no, you said stob it. not stop it." namjoon said and gave him a weird look back, "no i didn't, i said stob it namjoon. s-t-o-b-"
"i-t" hoseok said and we all laughed, and that's when i realized jimin wasn't in the living room, "where is jimin?" i asked, "he went to see som- OW yoongi why did you hit me?!" hoseok yelled, i chuckled, "you mean somi?" i sat down on the couch, "i'm sorry y/n" yoongi said, "see, i just don't get ehy you're sorry for what he does." i said, "he is such a hoe" jungkook said. "he has no right to hurt y/n like this.." taehyung clenched his fist. "hey, i cab hear you guys you know. i really don't care about it anymore. if he is happy then it's fine" i said and looked away. "ugh, i can't believe you y/n, you care about him and his feelings but doea he care about yours? no." taehyung continued, "i know and that's exactly what's wrong. he doesn't care, so why are you guys feelings sad, mad and sorry when it doesn't even cross jimin's mind to say sorry? just get over it." i said and stood up. i tried to walk away but namjoon stopped me,
"where are you going?" he asked, "s place where i can forget about everything for a damn minute and clear my mind" i said and walked away.
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