Here's chapter 4. Plz give feedback. There will only be one more chapter after this. So this chapter should be pretty long.
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"HELP! SOMEBODY! COME QUICK!" I yelled. Doctors and nurses came and kicked me out. I didn't protest. I couldn't. I was to shocked that I saw the heart monitor with a flat line. The worst part was it was for her heart.
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I really can't get the part where the heart monitor just showed a flat line. I was really devastated and worried, but I didn't stop hoping and praying. I hoped and prayed harder then ever before. Little did I know it wouldn't work.
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It's been an hour since I saw her heart just stop. The doctors were still in there and I was still crying my eyes out waiting. Finally, a doctor came out.
"Is she OK? Please tell me she's OK!" I said before he could speak.
"Ma'am I'm so, so sorry but your friend didn't make it." He said. No... NO!!! This can't be I thought. My best friend is... gone.
"I'm so sorry ma'am." The doctor said. I left. I just left. I couldn't handle being in the same place that my best friend. NO!! My sister had di... left in. I went home and called her mon and told her the news. The terrible news. She was devastated also.
"My baby. My sweet baby girl... GONE!!!" She said. Aftet we hung up I called my mom and told her. I could only handle two phone calls so they called everyone else. All the while I was crying.
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I still cry. Everyday I cry because I lost my other half. I lost one of the only people who help keep me sane. I lost you...
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I'm not ready for this day. I'll never be ready for this day though. It's one of the days I've never thought would come so soon. The day of... her funeral. I hate how this day came so early. She was only 20. I'm 19. This shouldn't be happening.
"My baby girl, Madison Lee Smith was one of the most caring, funny, independent, amazing, creative, and loving girls I know." She said. Tears streaming down her face.
"She will be greatly missed by us all. Now would anyone like to speak? Skylar? Would you like to speak?" She asked. I didn't want to but something or someone told me to.
"Madison was an amazing friend, sister, and person. I wish she was still here so we could see her beautiful face, her shining smile, and her loving eyes. She was and always will be a sweet, and loving young woman. I'll miss her every second of every day along with all of you." I said.
"Now who would like to s-speak?" I asked through tears. No one wanted to so the gut took over again. At the end we all went up to her casket, which was opened, to say our goodbyes. The next day we all drove to where she was to be buried. As they lowered het you could hear the chorus of sobs from friends and family. Once her casket was down they buried it. After that everybody placed their flowers and stuff down and said goodbye. After a few minutes they left with tears streaming down their face. I was the last one there. I set the flowers down and re-read the carving on her head-stone over and over.
'Here lies Madison Lee Smith. 9-20-1991 to 10-11-2011'. I finally left after 45 minutes of crying in the rain. I didn't want to leave though because it felt like I was saying goodbye forever. Although I knew I want. I finally got home and went to her dresser drawers and opened them. I kept mostly everything but as I went through them a paper with the name 'Skylar' written on it fell to the ground. I had a feeling it would be 'the note' I've read about in many stories. I never thought I would receive one and I never wanted to. I especially never wanted it to be from my best friend. My sister. My other half. Her. I can't believe it either.Everything you wrote. I can't believe I never saw it before. Instead I was fooled. I was fooled by her fake smile and I couldn't hate myself more. I blame myself a lot although I know it wasn't my fault it was 'theirs'.
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I still blame them and myself. I bland them more though. If it wasn't for them you'd still be here alive and well. I hate them for all they said and all they did to you. I hate all the people who would send you hate or beat you up. All because you were my friend. All because you turned down the coolest guy at work. All because you embarrassed the popular group. I miss you Madison Lee Smith and I would give all I have to see you again. It was getting late so I went to our ro- my room and I took out 'the note' and re-read it for the billionth time. The note said....
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Ok guys one more chapter. Let me know what you thought of it. ILY. Update soon.
