Your Warmth | 지민

10 - Startalk

Y/N's p.o.v

The powerful headache that have been disturbing my peaceful sleep for hours finally led me to crack an eye open . The bright light of a sunny day shone its rays straight on my face , making me groan in annoyance . I rub my eyes with my left hand , unable to bring the other one to my face

wait ... what ?

I sit quickly , panic sticking me raw , making the blood in my body drain at a very fast pace up my brain . I look around , lost , and my eyes eventually land on Jimin , eyes closed beside me . I take a big breath and calm myself , as the forgotten pain in my right arm strike me anew . My eyes shot open and an unwanted wail escapes my lips , shaking Jimin awake , if he was even sleeping ...

He launches himself at me at scans my face quickly , roaming his hands on every potentially hurting part of my body . When he arrives at my arm , he studies it meticulously and rests his handover the cold bandage , in order to warm it up a little , but falling since his skin is dead cold . I sigh , as his presence only , makes relief course down my blood .

When he feels me relax under his touch , he retrieves his hand and sit back , brushing a hand through his hair . It's the first time I see him do that , and fuck it , it's quite hot ... My vision is still a little blurry , but I can see enough to not miss the wild Taehyung jumping on me choke me in his tight embrace

« Y/N !!!! Oh my god you're awake !!! Are you okay ? Wait that's a dumbass question... Does it hurt ? Are you a human ? I mean ... Do you feel the need to eat me or ?.... »

I suppress the laugh forming down my throat and decide to mess a little with him . I give him the blankest stare I could put off and start groaning just like Jimin does when he's pissed . I hear him snort , but what send me over the edge is Tae's slowly decomposing face , horror filling his eyes as he slowly backs away repeating random 'no's. I can't hold it anymore , and laugh loudly , left arm dropping on the floor to support my weight as I laugh my ass off .

Tae is very confused , and Jimin rolls his eyes at me before going beside Taehyung and pat his back , offering him a reassuring smile . I stop laughing and open my arms for Taehyung , who accepts the offer gladly , wrapping me in his warm embrace , but quickly breaks the hug off to take a look at my arm . He undoes the bandage , and when he sees the wound , exhales a very heavy and relieved sigh

« It's very clean ... Jungkook took good care of you ... and the medicine is working wonders ! No doubts why it was the only sample... Making such a miraculous shit must have taken months of work without sleep , damn , and we ruined it ... sorry not sorry tho ! »

He says chuckling

I slap his arm as I chuckle myself , the pain and fear forgotten

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Through the day , I tried to stand up , ate some shit Tae did and talked with Jimin , more like I talked to him and he stuttered back , with was kinda cute

He was taking extra care of me , being very meticulous in every thing he did , bringing me everything I needed and even helped me out to do my business , checking around like a soldier this time . I noticed he doesn't have that blank expression on anymore , as emotions are constantly running over his delicate features , and wonder what caused the sudden change of attitude ...

And here I am , arguing with him , about my journey with him and Jungkook , who has been sleeping the whole day , surprisingly .

« Jimin ... I do not want to go back to this hell ... don't you understand ? »

He puffs his chest up and snorts in annoyance , trying to look dominant I suppose , but failing miserably as I don't give two shits

« You don't know how it's like back there ... The ones like me are lucky enough to have food , water and a house to live , but the others have nothing , live in misery , work hard to earn a single piece of bread and live like robots ... I escaped to never come back , Jimin , and if that means I have to stay with you for the rest of my life , then I will ... I'll do everything I can ... If I ever go back , my dad will lock me in a room , or an apartment if I'm lucky , and will force me too marry a man from a good family , for goal to make the sane human race last a little longer ... I'll be nothing more than a breeder , Jimin ... I feel safe around you , and I really have no intention to live , I wanna stay ... I feel safe here... You understand ... right ? » I finish , chocking on my sobs

He looks away from my eyes , but I see the guilt and shame mixed with fear and anger in his eyes . The emotions dance on his face as he does not know how to react . I am exhausted and feel my head spin , and the last thing I recall before blacking out are Jimin's strong arms circling around my body , pulling me to him , and my cheeks getting wet , but not from my tears ...

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My eyes flutter open at a small string of air tickling my neck , just below my ear . Jimin is holding me tightly against him , afraid to let go , my head on his muscular chest , following the slow movement of his thorax heaving up and down . I find myself matching his breathing and relax in his strong embrace . Once again , I feel safe and there's no way I would ever want to go back home . I look up at his dear face , and find him staring straight through the broken window of the van . I follow his gaze and eventually land on the reason of his staring contest with no-one ....

The stars

He's looking and the stars , shinning up in the sky , stealing the show from the moon . I chuckle at his mesmerized expression and rest my head back over his heart . I feel him stiffen , but he says nothing . Slowly , I bring my hand up his chest and rest it beside my cheek , feeling his defined muscles , and when my fingers come in contact with his body , stroking his chest softly , he freezes , and I feel a loud thud just bellow my cheek . He stops breathing , and I feel another thud , much more stronger than the previous one . I still , and when a third one makes my hand vibrate , I understand what's happening ...

His heart ... It's beating ... It has a pace ...

I sit up straight and look into his eyes . Panicked , he grabs his chest and starts breathing heavily , looking around vividly , maybe for divine inspiration or a miracle to happen , I don't know ... Suddenly he stops , takes my hand and places it over his chest , for me to feel his heart beat . His eyes are searching mine , fear and confusion evident in his gaze .

I scoot closer to him , and spread my fingers over his heart , feeling how it is going frantically . I look back at Jimin , eyes wide and mouth open in surprise , but what I see amazes me even more .

His usually cold dark eyes are a deep lively brown , shining under the dim light provided by the small fire burning inside the plate at our feet , his lips , cracked and dry in first place , are plump , painted a full pinkish shade , and his originally pale pink hair is now colored a deep cherry blossom pink , matching his pale skin that obviously went a shade darker . I stare at him amazed by his newly found beauty , and bring a hand to his face , caressing his left cheek . My eyes widen as I touch him , and he freezes again seing my reaction

His cheek ... His skin ...

He's Warm

helloooooo worrrrrrld so here is the thing ... I was reaaaaally lazy and wrote some quick shit to finally lead to some fluff and start the actual thing , so yeah , maybe I'll make it more readable in and edited version so yeaaaahhhh don't be maaaad love ya byyyye