Hi, I'm ten years old and I will hang myself. I haven't done it yet. Please don't tell my parents they would be too happy. I kinda don't want to if I'm being honest, but God requires what he wants. May his will be fulfilled. Christ will come and greet me to bring me to heaven. He will turn the rope necklace into a crown of gold and jewels. I will see Him in heaven and the golden roads will lead me to the face of God. Although I will never see him and never understand him, we will worship for eternity. It will be beautiful... or at least it should be. May my doubt die with my last breath lest my work be burned in heaven. Even so, it would not matter for my tears will be wiped from my face. I may cry for eternity, but will not see a drop. I will be happy.
Today I gather my things. Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. This rock will work. I'm pretty sure I'll be able to reach the branch. OH MY LORD, help me pick up this rock for you. I will carry the burden of the world. Do not forsake me, please, lift me into your wings of mercy and grace. Pull this stone from the mouth of the well, It will provide water for the sheep. My blood will pay the penalty.
The lord has aided me carrying this rock that would have otherwise been exceedingly heavy. Your servant says to You "Behold now, I have heard that the God of the house of Israel is merciful, please let me put sackcloth on my loins and ropes on my head and go out to the king of Israel. Perhaps he will save my life" As I stand on this rock, with the rope around my neck let me write to you my brethren. Listen please, as I have my parents.
Be strong, be a man, courageous and firm; I will fear nothing, terror may be before me, but the Lord my God who goes with me. He will not fail me. Please don't forsake me. Brothers I appeal to you, by the mercies of God. Like I am when you see my body. I am a living sacrifice, may you present your bodies as living sacrifices holy and acceptable to God. This is our spiritual worship. Do not be conformed to this world. We do not belong here. I am told we do not belong here. Be transformed by the renewal of your mind my brothers. We will discern by our actions what the will of God is. This is good acceptable and Perfect. May God show me his faith. You are wrong mommy and daddy, I will escape the burning flames of hell. I will see my Lord's smiling face, I love you. The Lord bless me and keep me; the Lord will make his face shine upon me and be gracious to me. The Lord turn his face toward me and give me peace. I will give it all to my faith, may I be a true Christian.
