For Real by Okkervil River
Lyrics:
Some nights I thirst for real blood
For real knives
For real cries
And then the flash of steel from real guns
In real life
Really fills my mindAnd I really miss what really did exist
When I held your throat so tight
And I miss the bus as it swerved from us
Almost came crashing to its sideSometimes the blood from real cuts
Feels real nice
When it's really mine
And if you want it to be real
Come over for one night
And we can really, really climbAnd those blue bridge lights might really burn most bright
As we watch that dark lake rise
And if you really want to see what really matters most to me
Just take a real short driveIt's just a drive into the dark stretch
Long stretch of night
Will really stretch this shaking mind
And this room, unlit, unheated
And the ceiling striped
And the dark black blindsI want to know this time if you're really finally mine
I need to know that you're not lying so I want to see you tried
And I don't want to hear you say it shouldn't really be this wayCause I like this way just fine
Cause there's nothing quite like the blinding light
That curtains cast asideAnd no attempt is made to explain away
The things that really, really, really, really, really are behindYou can't hide
You can't hide
You can't hide
You can't hide
You can't hide
You can't hide