If you are reading this it means either one of two things has happened; I was finally able to end my life or you stumbled upon this book by accident. Now, if you are reading it because I am dead, please find a way to get this book to my mum (Her address is on the back of the book). But if I happen to still be alive while you are reading this; firstly, WTF are you doing going through my things? but I'll let it slide, someone was bound to find this stupid thing. Secondly, don't try to be a hero. I say this because as you read this you will find out certain things about me, things that nobody else knows and you will probably think that you were destined to save my soul; you weren't. With that done, let me explain a few things to you that may help you understand what you are about to read; I have never written anything before. yes, you read that right, nothing. so, you might notice that the book isn't that well written, I just have one thing to say to you; I don't care. seeing as you aren't meant to be reading this in the first place, you really don't have an opinion. Another thing is that I am not sure why I am even writing this, sometimes I think its because of my mom, maybe I am trying to leave her something to help her understand but I know that that is totally bullshit. but hey, who cares right?
Anyways, You will probably have your opinions at the end, which by the way I don't give a fuck about. But you are a human being. so, read on but remember: DON'T TRY TO BE A HERO!
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Being Suicidal
RandomAl thinks about committing suicide a lot. He doesn't like it, he doesn't think that it's cool, he knows that it's scary but he can't stop. So he decides to do something about it.
