song inspired; deadroses-Blackbear
lowercase intended+
there she was, sitting right there, not even five feet away from me. and then there i was; shooting glances her way to make sure she was still alright and laughing while the tv played lightly. i couldn't focus on that though, it would be absurd for anyone to pay attention to the tv rather than her beauty.
it was the type of beauty that people would instantly fall in love for and say "it was love at first sight". her boyfriend obviously didn't see how valuable she was because i've saw him hurt her. she tells me not to tell anyone but what am i, a young boy that's blinded by her, suppose to do?
do i let the rose wilt, and let it forget its beauty? or do i water it and let it flourish in a safer place. think of it as that. she's a beautiful rose that's slowly wilting. and i wouldn't dare to let it die.
"logan?"
why would someone even-
"logan..?"
how could they even-
"logan!"
"ouch" i said as my palm covered my forehead in pain, "what was that for?" i said slightly laughing. "you were staring at the wall and it was getting creepy" she said furrowing her eyebrows "what's wrong?"
"nothing, why?" i replied shooting a smile at her, she returned it back then threw a pillow at my head
"you're a bully" i said painfully laughing as i held the spot that she hit, "nah, you're just a pussy" she shrugged and laid back onto the couch. i rolled my eyes at her childish behavior
i looked at her to see her putting her attention back on the tv. i smirked as i hurriedly picked her up; my hand on her back and my other supporting her legs. "logan, i will kill you as soon as you trip" she said into my chest after recovering from a scared scream
"oh, whatever" i said; just before i tripped on the last step. her landing under me; letting out a playful scream before she placed her hands on my chest that was heaving up and down from laughing above her
"get off of me!" she yelled dramatically and playfully, pushing me over to the side of her. i got a hold of her arm, leading her with me as my back hit the wooden steps. she landed on top of my lap as her hands unsteadily stayed on top of my chest. "you okay?" i asked seeing her face change into a shade of light pink, "uh-yeah," she stuttered as her eyes traveled from my chest to my eyes.
a slight smirk played on my lips as i saw her staring at me, "is there something on my face?" i chuckled. her eyes flickered from my lips to my eyes, "n-no" she stuttered
{y/n's pov}
i took in a breath as i stared at him, i couldn't stop, not even if i tried and it was bothering me.
"do it"
"no don't do it, it would ruin your
friendship and you can't afford that"
"kiss him"
"you have a boyfriend"
"fuck it"
my lips smashed against his with no hesitation, my hands pulling him up by his collar as i breathed in his smell. he was shocked, shit i was shocked, but he soon kissed back with much more force
i pulled back, some of my saliva glazed his lips as he looked in my eyes with lust. no words were said as he began taking off my shirt and i began taking off his, once his shirt was over his head i hungrily kissed him; wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me
he turned us around so he was hovering above me and picked me up, still kissing me as he made his way to the bedrooms. not caring which bedroom he found, he kicked one opened and laid me down on the bed, easily slipping off my joggers
i sighed deeply as he began trailing soft kisses down my stomach down to the waist band of my Calvins, his hot breath slowly blowing air on them every now and then. he hooked his teeth lightly on my underwear and slowly pulled them down earning my breath to hitch from the contact of the cold air
i groaned as he lightly licked my clit then started to slowly rub it in small circles, i let out small moans as he traced his fingertips lightly on my thighs™milky milk on my thighs sir™. i moaned and my fingertips immediately found their way to his hair when he suddenly stuck to fingers in me, going at a steady pace as he began placing soft kissed along my thighs.
{logans pov}
i began to take my fingers out of her; making her whimper from the lost of contact, i hurriedly pulled down my joggers and underwear, feeling my hard on ache at the sight of her vulnerable under my touch in a pleasurable manner. i slowly glided my length across her making her buck her hips forward, wanting more.
i slowly slid in earnings a throaty moan to escape her lips as it did mine, "shit" i groaned feeling her wrap around my length. i gradually went faster, a list of profanities and moans only left our mouth. she wrapped her legs around my waist, pulling me at a better angle to hit her g spot and moaned loudly as i repeatedly hit it.
"fuck-right there" she moaned as she began dragging her nails across my back making me groan in pain but the pleasure easily overcoming it. i gripped at her waist as beads of sweat ran down my forehead, obviously not caring about it in the moment.
she clenched around me as she gripped my back harder, signaling she was close since couldn't speak of it herself. "f-fuck" she moaned loudly in my neck as she released on me, i pulled on her stomach and released as well falling right beside her, both of us out of breath.
the only thing in the room that could possibly be heard was our uneven breathing and the ceiling fan going around repeatedly. "i love you" i said breaking the silence, she didn't reply; which made my heart feel empty and disappointed that i even had the audacity to even try, "i love you too" she whispered as a smile plastered on her face.
can i just point out that's it's been a whole fucking month since i updated, you guys need to start abusing me if i don't start updating weekly, okay?okay.
also, the next update will be wifeymarais work so guys, be nice
