— zoe; 11:57pm
so, updates: i might be... happy, because i've had a couple drinks with blue but guess what? she found the love of her life in this fucking house and left me alone.
??- "why so alone?" i look up. i see a guy i've never seen before.
i'll admit, he was cute. blonde, with water blue eyes.
zoe- "my best friend left and i'm socially awkward to meet new people." damn it why am i so freaking honest while drunk?! what a great first impression!
but he giggled.
??- "well, can i ask for a dance? you're not too awkward for that, are you?"
zoe- "ahh, don't joke!!" i whine and he laughs at my face.
??- "you're really something, let's go?" he hands me his hand and i take it without saying a word.
immediately when we stepped on the dance floor the music changes into a slow, passionate one.
my heart starts beating fast as soon as he pulls me closer to him. he wasn't much taller than me but i was just about where the heart is. i didn't know what to do so i just rest my head on his chest.
not gonna lie, this moment feels really nice. the music, the mood, this hug i'm in...
zoe- "by the way, what's your name?" i ask quickly looking up to his eyes.
he laughed once again, wow, such a pretty smile.
??- "i'm eli, you?"
zoe- "zoe..." i kinda lost myself in the blue of his eyes, staring deeply at me.
i noticed him getting closer and closer. i know i shouldn't, i don't even know this guy, but truth be told i kinda want it.
is this the drinks? probably. will i remember this? probably. and that scares me, but i can't stop.
when i noticed it was already a deep kiss, he stops it and smiles. he takes my hand and guides me to one of the many rooms of the house.
he starts a brand new kiss with me against the wall. everything is so wrong but something is just so right. this doesn't even make sense.
he slowly starts taking off my blouse and there's when i came back to earth.
zoe- "hm, i think we've done enough." i step away.
eli- "you think so?" he could only laugh.
zoe- "i-i do... i should get going."
eli- "will i see you again?"
zoe- "probably not." i answer and we both end up laughing.
i leave the room and once i'm down stairs i start searching for blue.
it's been almost an hour, i'm outside the house, pretty much sober and regreting everything i did tonight and without someone to take me home.
??- "need a ride?"
