I tell you I love you;
and these words slip off my tongue to meaningful and effortlessly.
I tell you I love you;
Not only for the way your eyes wonder from mine back to the baby blue sky.
I tell you I love you;
Not only for the way your laughter creates peace in this raging war called my mind.
I tell you I love you;
Not only for the way your smile mends wounds and fixings broken hearts
I tell you I love you;
Not only because you showed me how to make a brand new heart one he's never touched but because you took my new heart and shattered it in pieces in ways he never thought of.
I tell you I love you;
Because every word you said lingers in my mind and I think I'm going crazy.
I tell you I love you;
Because this world is an ever turning hell hole but you were my heaven and I can't seem to find my wings anymore.
I tell you I love you;
Because you promised you'd never break my heart, and you kept that promise. You didn't break it you ripped it out of my chest and ran off with it as if it was a game.
I tell you I love you;
Because I don't belong her on earth. I don't belong in heaven. I don't belong in hell. I belong in your trembling arms. In your twisted lies and in the empty spot where your heart used to be.
I tell you I love you;
Because I can't hate you.
-12:42
I've been crying for weeks
