U Said, Now I'm Saying: Letters to Lil Peep

Part One.

Dear Peep,

Your music speaks to my soul. Every lyric is my self, every moment of every song is relevant to me. The drugs, the heartbreak. The actual words are nothing extremely profound, but the feeling, to me, is. It so is, and I love it. Your music got me over an abusive relationship. Your music is what I cry to when I'm sad and what I sing along to when I'm happy. It's important to my life. You are important to my life. 

You're gone now, and I'm lost. 

I'm lost without your voice. Sure, I still have some things, the music you released. But it will never be the same.

I never even met you and I feel like I lost you man. 

And that probably sounds stupid. 

But it doesn't feel stupid. At least to me. 

And now I'm crying because I never thought I was gonna put these feelings anywhere.

I wish I would've gotten to meet you, see you. You know? 

You were gonna be a star. 

And I can't believe it's over. 

You live on in the hearts of everyone you touched with your presence, your music, your life. 

Runnin' away from you takes time and pain, and I don't even want to.

You'll never really be gone.