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I woke up like always... Thinking About cutting. I thought when I go to school maybe today would get better.
I got to school with a bit of confidence, crazy right.
Oh by the way I'm jasmine and this is my diary im gonna write everyday ok guy.
Now let's continue
I have a friend named Jay we've been friends since 7th grade, I'm in high school now. Cool right, Wrong. I didn't mention I had a crush on Jay. So that boost of confidence was a bad idea.
Valentine's day is tomorrow. So we have a dance coming up.
This is our text yesterday word for word
M=me j=Jay
M:Hey r u going to the dance
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J: no
M:y it'll be fun
J:nah I don't dance
J:and I don't have a date
M: I can't dance and I don't have a date either just go with your crew or a friend
J:I don't have a crew or friends
M: im your friend
J: haha ok fine I'll think about then ask my mom
M: ok cool tell her I'll pay for ur tickets
J: ok
End if text
I woke up feeling accomplished for once in my life.
I told my friends I had a crush on him. I said don't tell him he won't feel the same way and it'll ruin our friend. I walked away for a few minutes and came back. Turns out they told him.
I always wait to walk with him to the the buses but he never came. Turns out our friends ship is ruined like I said he hates me now. My feelings ruined everything like always. He was avoiding me the whole day.
But do you know what the equals *three cuts* on my thigh
Guys this us for you guys to see what I go through in a day.💔💔💔
