High School // Jikook

Trust Issues pt. 1

Jimin's POV

"It means that I... I can get pregnant Jungkook." Shit. I can not believe I actually told him that.

He sat up, causing me to sit on his lap. His hands still wrapped around me. He wasn't pushing me off so I guess that was a good thing.

"Huh? But your a boy? You are a boy aren't you? Is your dick fake?" He said quickly. Honestly if this wasn't supposed to be a serious moment I'd be laughing, did he actually ask me if my dick was fake? I mentally facepalmed myself.

"Yes I'm a boy. And my dick is very much real. And I know it sounds strange but, it's true. I'm a really rare breed, or so my doctor says. Apparently I was born with a female reproductive system, but everything else of me is male, so if I, well if we wanted I could bare a child." I said searching his eyes for something, anything.

It was silent until he made a face as if something clicked.

"Why the fuck are you just telling me this now Jimin? We haven't used a condom in months. I could've gotten you pregnant, in fucking high school!" Ok, he was mad. I completely understand why but what I couldn't understand is why he was still holding on to me, if I was him, I probably wouldn't want to be around me right now.

"I'm on birth control, and I take the morning after pill every time. I also make sure that whatever I eat or drink doesn't interfere with it so... baby look at me, I would never have let you stop using condoms if I knew that I was at risk of being pregnant." By now I was pleading. Jungkook stayed silent and suddenly the window became the most interesting thing in the world.

"Baby please say something. I love you." I whispered holding back tears.

"I love you too." he finally answered.

"Yeah?" I asked

"Yeah." he repeated

I kissed him. There's was no tongue, no hidden agendas, just our lips touching, moving against each other slowly. I transferred my feeling through the kiss.

"You're not okay with this are you." I asked a question, but it felt like more of a statement as we pulled away.

"I don't know how I feel, I mean I know that I love you I just... I'm 17 years old and your 18. There's been so many times where we didn't use protection. There's just so much that's at risk hyung and you kept it from me. The most important thing about yourself, and you didn't trust me enough to tell me. How long until you were going to wait to tell me huh? Until you were pregnant? Until I caught you taking one of you many pills? Does trust mean anything to you?" Now I could tell he was angry. You was right though. We are the couple that told each other everything, and I ruin that.

"Jungkook." I whispered, tears threatening to fall from my eyes.

"I'll be back." He moves me off of him to stand up.

"Where are you going." I choke out.

"For a walk to clear my head. Don't worry I'll be back." he pecked me on the lips and before I could object he was gone. He said he was going to come back, but what if he didn't?

I plopped back in the bed, I couldn't hold my tears anymore. Why did I have to keep it from him. "Because you thought he leave you if he knew" the voice in my head reminded me. He was already gone so I just cried myself to sleep. Hoping Kookie would actually come back.

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Still Jimin's POV

I woke up to my 2nd worst nightmare. He came back but instead of holding me in his sleep like he usually would he was just lying beside, the way you would if you we just friends. Is the really going to break us? After all we've been through this is this the the end? God I hope not. I wouldn't be able to let him go.

"Kookie wake up. We need to talk." I shook him until he began to stir.

"What hyung?" hyung? Shit, he never calls me that.

"Get up now?" I was almost furious, I wasn't going to let me break up over this.

"Geez ok I'm up." he sat up, circles under his eyes staring back at me. I wonder what time he got back up.

"Listen Kookie, I know that I made a mistake by not telling you, but I'll be damned if I let this break us —"

"Hyung I never said we'd break up."

"For fucks sake Jungkook, your calling me hyung. You haven't called me that in 2 fucking years." I screamed.

"Jimin, Babe, baby, calm down  Jiyong and Youngbae hyung are still trying to sleep and I'm pretty sure they can hear you loud and clear through the wall." he was calm. I took a deep breath to calm myself also.

"I didn't tell you because I was afraid of your reaction, I thought you'd distance yourself from me, become less intimate, afraid of getting my pregnant. I couldn't do that to you. I didn't want you to feel like you had to be extra cautious with me. But it was wrong to not tell you, and for that I'm sorry, and if for some reason you want to walk away the answer is no. I will not let you leave me." I put all I had into that. I hope he can get over himself.

"Jimin I —" he started only to be interrupted by the door.

"Hey guys!"

A/N: I honestly suck at updating, I'm so sorry. Anywaysssss trouble in paradise for Jikook.. oh no. In future chapters we're going to check in with the other couples don't worry and what about the cliffhanger eh, aren't I a total bitch for that lol. I wonder who was at the door. Anyways as always I'm too lazy to edit so.. sorry for mistakes!! Btw sorry.. I know the picture is very misleading 😂

Until next time PEACE! ✌️