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i have this bad habit of
getting close to people and thinking that their always going to be by my side; but eventually they always leave.
i have this bad habit of
loving people a little too much, when they don't even love me back; and when they leave me my heart feels like someone threw it from the sky.
i have this bad habit of
caring for people, when they don't even care about me at all. perhaps, if they saw through my eyes they'll see the scars i have deep down inside.
i'm tired. i'm tired. i'm tired.
i wish feelings didn't exist. why do feelings exist anyways? i always fall for everything and let it destroy me. it's my fault after all, but i still have hope that one day i'll find a person that shares the same bad habits as me.
- a.e
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p.s, i think my heart just split in two...
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