Since That Day: I was CHANGED!

Chapter 2: Cool-off or break Up?

Its been 3 days since classes starts again but I never got the chance to glance at my boyfriend Elvis.
I never spotted him neither on the school grounds, I cant saw him anywhere and the worst is he never did went on our favorite spot,  in the bleachers at the back of the library.

Its also been three days, I'm  patiently waiting for him to show up but he never did.  Im quite worried on his  whereabouts, disappointed of him not showing up,  annoyed, irritated and angry. Why is he doing this to me.?
What did I do wrong? Many questions are popping in my mind that needed answers,  so,  i must find him sooner.

Time check!!
Its 5:30 in the afternoon, and im seated on the same spot where we always hangout. And,  thirty minutes from now i know that i should leave for home.

Fortunately,  i spotted my bestfriend walking through me,  giving me a smile and waved.

"Hi,  how yah doin'? " she asked when she reached my spot and seated beside me.

I just shrugged my shoulders and shake my head indicating its a No.
She knew everything because i told her after that Christmas party.

"Wanna borrow my phone,  i've got a load now? "  she asked when its obviously she's offering me to borrow her phone and call my god damn boyfriend.

I hesitated for a moment maybe its because of what would I tell him.
Would I be angry or be considerate.
After a while of battling about my thoughts,  I ended up pressing the keys on the phone.

Hi!  Its me Natasha,  where are you?
I'm at our usual spot,  meet me here please.

After typing the context of my message I pressed SEND,  then it popped SENT.
Waiting for his reply, my eyes is also busy looking for him.
Beep! Beep!
The phone buzzed,  and I immediately opened the message from him,  and it says.

From: 0926*******

Go home Natasha, I don't want to see you. For now.
Don't wait for me.

I was taken aback of his reply,  he never texted me this way before. He was always so sweet,  gentle and caring but now.....

But Why?  Are you mad at me,  talk to me please.  Not this way.  Babe 💔💔💔

I replied.

From: 0926*******

Please,  give me some space.

Space??  What kind of space,  I thought.

Okay,  I understand. But please,  when you calmed down talk to me please.. Come back to me babe. I missed you.

With that,  our conversation ended.
Frustration flushed through me.  Why did he got mad at me?  Does he not love me anymore?
My eyes begins to sting and waters from it is coming but I blinked it back,  I'm not a crying baby especially on small conflicts like this.

1 month had passed but we made no progress,  no texts, no calls and I never get to see him due to my busy schedules and I know that he is either.
Each days passed Im becoming more lonely, sad, angry, disappointed and destructed.
And with that range of time that had passed, I became doubtful about his love for me.
Maybe he doesnt love me or maybe he did not loved me.
So,  I came to a decision that would end my distress.

Using my bestfriend's phone i sent him a message.

I know why you're being like this but isnt it too much?  I thought after sometime you would come and talk to me but you never did. I know my mistakes and i apologized for that but i guess this is where it ends.  Its not working because you shut me out and didnt sorted things out with me.
Just thanks for the time,  bye.

It hurts!
It really  hurts!
Actually it sucks!
I hate him!  I hate it!  I hate myself!  I hate everything.
After crying my heart out,  I let my eyes shut as well as my mind and body.

I drifted off to sleep with a pain in my heart.

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Thats Chapter 2, soooo dramatic.
I hope you feel it too.
Anyways,  thanks for reading.
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