The Gangster Fell For Me

The Gangster Fell For Me - chapter 4

I woke up in Johnny’s bed, I looked around to found out I was alone, it was 9 p.m.

After I told Johnny about “The Blades” -as he called them- he told me I should go to sleep because I didn’t get any sleep since he got that phone call, then took off, after my babysitter came back of course.

I heard footsteps near the door and I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, the door opened and I heard footsteps approach the bed then a body laid down beside me and strong arms scooped me from behind, I knew it was Johnny because Simon was probably glued to the couch in front of the T.V.

Johnny moved my hair away from my neck and I felt his whole body tense against my back and I knew he was staring at the marks on my neck, why the hell would he care?

He kissed my neck along to my jaw line “I’m sorry” he whispered, I couldn’t help it words shot out of my mouth before I could stop them “why do you care so much?” he tensed “you’re awake” his voice was angry, I opened my eyes and twisted so I could face him “well, whataya know I am, now tell me why do you care?” my face expressions changed when I noticed he had a split lip and a bruised jaw “what happened to your face?” I was actually concerned about him!

“I tried to find some members of The Blades, I got in a fight and I couldn’t find them, it’s no big deal” he said that with so much ease like he was talking about the weather, he must have not liked the expression on my face so he added “the other guy looks much worse you know”

I don’t know where I got the strength to do it but I pushed him on his back and hovered above him “why am I still alive?” I had my hands on either side of his head “why are you so ‘nice’ to me?” I spat the word nice out. He ran his hands up my body then ran them down slowly “you’re sexy when you’re angry” he said with a seductive tone then raised his body and brushed his lips against mine, I pushed him away “NO! Tell me” I demanded. “Tell you what?” he had an innocent look on his face “why aren’t you forcing me to tell you what you want to hear? Why am I not dead?”

“I already told you” he paused for a second “you’re too good to waste” he smiled at me and brushed my lips with his again “you matter too much” he whispered then crashed our lips together and rolled so he was on top of me, I ran my fingers through his hair, tugging on it making him moan. I could taste his blood in my mouth but I didn’t care.

He kissed down my neck and sucked on the spot behind my ear, I pushed him away as hard as I could, he backed off a little “what’s wrong?” he looked concerned.

“I’m not sleeping with you” I shot at him and tried to get up but he pinned me on the bed with his weight, kissed down my neck and my struggles were useless against him, is he going to rape me? What is the matter with him?

Tears started to form in my eyes and they fell down my cheeks “please let me go” I was barely able to whisper.

“You think I’m going to force you?” he whispered back.

I opened my mouth to answer but nothing came out so I just nodded, he jumped off me like I have burned him and sat on the edge of the bed, his legs crossed “Alli, I would never do that!” he sounded frustrated and hurt, he was about to get off the bed when I jumped in his arms and wrapped my arms around his neck, why the fuck did I do that?!

He didn’t respond at first but then slowly wrapped his arms around my waist and I tensed so he pulled his arms away, about five minutes later he wrapped his arms around me again and kissed my temple “I’m sorry” he whispered and kissed my temple again “that was never my intention…I would never do that to anyone…especially you” he whispered between kisses, it took me a while to realize that these words that were none-threatening came out of Johnny Jacksons mouth, I bet no one saw this side of him, but why was he showing it to me? “D-do you care about me Johnny?” great Allison any other bright ideas? What kind of a question was that?