A summer to remember. A Harry Styles Fanfiction. [ON HOLD]

The airport.

It had been a month since then and I was still on search for mr mystery  

And as for me and Harry, things became awkward so we stopped contact and speaking  

I still go over the boys very often  

Erin and Jake have been there every step of the way helping me get over Harry it actually has worked  

And Harry and Megan are all loved up always side by side  

And you know every time I see them together the getting over him gets thrown in the bin because the more I try the more I love him and the truth is I'll always love Harry even if I don't want to. But as they are loved up they also fight often which confuses me. 

Today is the day  

The day I leave  

I forgot to mention I'm going traveling for a while to get things off my mind to promote my music and to help people in Asia  

I'm going over there to meet people poor people and help them as I've been to Asia many times and now as I have the money I'm going to help them  

No one knows I'm leaving except Jake,Erin,Louis,Zayn,Liam and Niall 

Harry has no clue so I'm planning on keeping it that way 

but I'm going to leave him a note  

I left it on his bed when I was saying bye to the boys and Erin and Jake  

Harry was out  

The note read:Dear Harry, 

I want you to know that I love you forever and the more I try not to love you I love you more, it breaks my heart into a million pieces when I see you loving someone else because I know that you probably don't love me back but I can't help it, even though I try to run away from my feelings for you they always catch up to me, I'm leaving today for a long time and I don't know when I will be back and I need you to know that the first time I saw you I knew you were the one and now because of you I believe in love at first sight. You have changed my life forever and I've realised love hurts And I know you probably don't love me back but I love you and I can't change that and lastly I wrote you a song 

Love You To Death lyrics

i bring out the best in you

but you bring out the worst in me

there's nothing that i wouldn't do (for you)

but you don't give me anything

wish that i was strong enough to weather this storm

my friends are saying they don't recognize me from before

but when i say “i'll give you†don't believe me anymore

[chorus]

cause you know that i'll always be there

maybe that's why you don't care

so just take it all

and watch how i fall

always thinking you'll catch me

you are killing me slowly

i keep holding my breath

cause i love you to death

i love you to death

i love you to death

you're the reason i still hope