Untold scars

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I had woken up from a pounding on my door I had ran over a yanked it open.

"Why the hell are you banging on my door".I had yelled at whoever was in front of me

"Language Hannah." I had heard a group of people say.

I then payed attention to the person who was infront of me, it was Isaac.

"Can I help you". I had said in a disgusted voice.

Me and Isaac were like brother and sister we fight alot but we get along at the same time sometimes we would burst into laughter afterwards.

"No but you could get ready cause we are going to the pool".

"What pool you do realize that people are in school right."

"Have you forgotten the only pool that stays open every year 24/7".

"Well duh I wouldnt be asking about it if I knew."

"Just get dressed."

It took me a while to get dressed since I just sat there for 20 minutes trying to pick out the swimsuit I wanted I had about every single swimsuit that I could get from hottopic.I then picked out my little mermaids style and made sure that I looked okay while I was looking im the mirror I had remembered the scars that I made 2 years ago nobody ever knew about these ,the reason that I had stopped is because Kim had almost died from her cuts we are all really close and seeing my dad that sad made me think twice I didnt want my dad going through the same pain that Mike had to go through.I was then snapped out of my thoughts when Kaden walked into my room.

"Hey are you ready to go and why are there scars on your skin".

"Yes im ready and I used to cut they are 2 years old so you dont have to worry aboit anything."

I had said the last thing fast.Kaden was looking at me as if he wanted to ask another question but I then gave him a look saying that I dont want to explain right now he the walked over and interlocked his arm with mine.When we had arrived to the pool there was a bunch kids that we hated but they didnt know that they were just to fake they didnt have personalities they only revolved around one girl and that was Samantha Martins we were friends from kinder to 4th grade she had started rumors about me all the way from 6th till now thats why I had started cutting because I was getting abused at school and I had already felt that pain at a young age. Everbody was giving us glares as we found a place to sit.

"Why are you here you dont belong with real people".Samantha had yelled making everybody laugh.

Isaac had pulled me closer to me so that nobody could see the tears forming in my eyes.I know that I am able to argue but when I argue with Samantha everybody starts to gang up on me last time I did that I had a black eye and broke two ribs.

"Sam leave her alone".

I had looked up to see some dude I had never seen her hanging out with before.I guess he was new I hadnt been to school in 2 months.He then started walking towards me.

"Hey are you okay".

I couldnt help but stare he had eyes like Andy Biersack.I had been snapped back to reality when I had heard laughter.

"I know that your staring but its alright but you still didnt answer my question".

"yea im okay."

"Thats good I never seen you around here before."

"Yeah my dad took me out for personal reasons".

Before he could saying anything "Bulletproof Love" had started going off.It was actually his phone all of us were shocked because everybody that hangs out with Samantha listens to what she likes and nothing else.He had seen us looking at him he had smirked then began laughing.

"what just because I talk to Samantha doesnt mean that I cant listen to Pierce the veil."

"No were just surprised we havent met anybody else that likes that band".

"Oh ,hey I got to go but I will come back once they leave".

He had started walking away then he turned back around.

"Hey I never got your name."

"oh im Hannah".

"Im Cole it was nice meeting you".

I then nodded I then turned around everybody was smiling at me.

"leave me alone". I had figured out what they were smiling about.

I had sat down on Isaac's lap we didnt go swimming until an hour after we got there because everybody would leave and we would turn on the underwater speakers.Everbody was leaving so it was almost time for us to get in everybody was gone except for Cole.He had told me to come sit next to him.

"So are you going to swim yet or are you just going to sit there".

"Dont worry im going to swim are you going to get in because you werent in it either."

"Yea I was just waiting for you to get in".

I had blushed at his comment I was happy that it was dark outside I didnt want him to see me blushing.

"Well are you going to get in".

We had turned on the speakers it was cool to feel the soundwaves.I was swimming on my back when I felt a pair of hands pull me under water , I had returned to surface to see Cole staring at me.A giant smile had went across his face then he pushed me back under but this he was on top of me.I was trying to get out of his hold then I accidently hit him in the chin.We both came back up his chin was starting to bruise so I guess I hit him hard.I felt really bad so I had gotten out and ran into the lifegaurd station.I never liked hurting people I would end up crying and I didnt know how to calm myself down.I had just put my head in my arms and cried.

"Hannah are you okay"?

I had stopped crying to see Cole standing infront of me.The bruise on his face was black and purple I kept staring at it then I nodded my head.Cole walked over and sat down next to me he could tell that I wasnt ok he had grabbed my hand and placed it in his.

"Hannah what are these".

I had just realized that he was examining my scars.I had wanted to pull away but I knew that he wouldnt let go so I just stayed still.

"Hannah why are you doing this to yourself".

"I dont do it anymore I just felt abandoned and I guess when everybody was saying that I was useless I just thought it was true so this happened but when an incident happened and I had seen the way my dad looked I stopped I didnt want to see him go through so much pain."

He had seemed like he had wanted to say something but instead he pulled me into a hug.

"Im sorry I had hit you in the chin".

"Its alright but why did you run off after it happened".

"I dont like causing other peoples pain it makes me feel like the enemy".

"well we cant stay in here forever".

I had nodded my head to his comment I knew that he was right because of the looks that I had gotten earlier I could tell they would imaging whats going on in here.When we had left the station I was surprised that they were still swimming but I didnt feel like swimming so I just sat down and cole sat down with me.As I was watching them swim I was starting to get tired I guess Cole had seen me, he made me lay my head in his chest I stayed up for about five more minutes then I was out.

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