Yeah today I couldn't talk to anybody
I felt so tense and i had so much anxiety.
But it was only certain people.
I looked this up and it seems like selective mutism. But i dont want to self diagnose maybe itll just be gone tomorrow.i doubt it though.
yeah
I almost tried to kill myself today....
Im just having so many issues and i feel like sleeping forever and ever
like holy yeesus
the teacher put me on the spot today and i almost cried because I legit just couldn't talk like i wanted to so bad but i just couldn't my throat tightened up and I just- Ugh!
he had me sit down and i almost broke down into tears. luckily lunch was next after this period so i just went to the library and read.
life is hard rn.
YOU ARE READING
My FtM journey (Deal wid it)
HumorHallo, My name is Arin! Im FtM but havent undergone any transitions my hair not cut.The only step toward masculinty fro me was having everyone at my school call me Arin and ignore them if they didn't. Anyway As you jon me for my crazy adventure Um...
