Life has a very strange way of showing you how it will be in the future. I think everyone has a certain mind set of how we imagine our selves as we grow older. Some want to be doctors, nurses, fire fighters, police men, etc. I just wanna be free. I am the type of person to play life on the safe side, the safe side is where i stand. I think people try to live life by a set of rules: be happy, live life to the fullest cause you never know when it can be taken away from you, cherish the experiences you have because you probably will never has the same experience twice, and don't let words and people bring you down because you are beautiful the way you are. I don't know what happened to my set of rules but they flew out a third story window and got ran over by a truck and died. The way i am today is because of that. I think the way a lot of people are because somewhere in the hardships of life we lost the hope that one day it will get better. We all have different hardship in life from being bulled to losing loved ones to plain out wanting to lay in bed and never get up because some ignorant, selfish, downer who has nothing better to do with his/her life but to hurt people hurt you in a way you will never forget. I believe everyone has a bag as a child. This bag is called life. Some peoples bags are filled with hate and anger some with love and compassion. Each bag will always have the hate from one another and the love from one another. I don't think people understand how a wave or smile or maybe just a hi or compliment can change the whole perspective of how that persons day has been. The emotions and actions you express towards a person can make them or break them in a good way or a bad way. I know how much it can hurt to have that one person you thought you can count on blow you off in the blink of an eye by personal experience. I'm not writing this to tell you my past or complain about the ignorance of other people, I'm simply writing about life. Life carry's pain and broken trust in everything. We all learn to make mistakes and run from them, from them with no direction we'll run from them, from them with no conviction~Paramore~Misguided Ghosts.
