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Chapter 1     

It was a week after my mother died and i still couldn't get over the fact that she was gone. I couldn't accept that she wasn't a part of this world anymore. As every other child when their mother die would go live with their father , i hadn't a clue where mines was . See i had a very messed up life , as my mom said when she was younger she got preganant and dropped out of school so she could raise me but for my father as soon as he found out that she , ' his girlfriend ' was pregnant he abandoned us both , That fool. I have 4 Brothers , one unborn-ed .... even though i never got to see him , i still wont forget him . My Brothers and my grandparents are probably the only people in my life that actually care about me . My oldest Brother whom is 20 is named Aaron , he  is a Drug Dealer... Yea.. He only does this to take care of me and my other brothers , he is like the mother to this family now  . My Second Youngest Brother Alex is 15 years of age , he goes to the  James Mccdonald Institute also known as Rehab so we never get to see him and for my youngest brother , his name is Akeem , he's 9 .. so sweet and i love him very much . I never really get to see any of them tho ... only Akeem , he lives with ; me,  Granny Ina and Granpa Nickohlas . 

* Knock Knock * , Its 5 : 45 am and sadly its another day of school , i hate it so much . You would think as a 16 year old girl with long blond hair and blue eyes that i would have alot of friends but actually i dont . No one likes me at school and i really have no clue why , im surprised  that i  actually have a boyfriend , his name is Oneil , he's 17 and he goes to The Waterford with me and believe it or not he is my first boyfiend ever ... after 16 damn years . I Honestly don't know why he likes me but i don't care cause i love him alot . So now to get out of this bed , * screetch sceetch * Ughh yup thats the sound of me getting out of my bed . As i get out of the bed there at the side of my bed is my bed side mirror * Looks at self * God !!! I am such a fat ass.. eww !!! . " Annileeeee !! Annileeeeee !! ' This is all i hear in the friggen morning like geesh can't these people leave me alone for just one morning , just one  ? . Just to see what all the commotion is I rush downstairs to See the school bus leaving me . '' DAMMIT !! Another figging day of walking ... Fvck ! . Now i have to rush and get ready so that i won't be late for school because that is the only bus that my cheap school can afford .... just as thats the only bed that my cheap granparents can afford . '' I Hate walking to school so much , its fustraiting and it makes me sweat , like who the fuck invented sweating ? Ugh '' Finally i reach through the gates of this hell hole . As soon as i enter throught the gates  of my school there is only one person in which i want to see and thats ..... Oneil . Talk about Oneil here he is driving through the school gates with his so called bestfriends Jessica , Adria , Felencia and Britt .. They are such  bullies , i hate them . " So your with those whores again i see '' Says me , '' Your So cute when your jealous '' Says Oneil , " Jealous ... ? Please '' Say Me , " Follow me '' Said Oneil . I don't know why but for some reason this crazy boy finds some weird place in this school to show me everymornning thinking that this will make me love him more ... so i follow him down into the school basement , i didn't even know this school had a basement , im surprised . '' Wanna study downhere until school starts ? '' Say Oneil , " Creepy... But Sure... I guess ''  . So we both take out our books and sit untop of two old stuffy desk which we found , and start to study for about ten minutes and just like every other humans we start to get bored so i ask " Did you ever wonder how stars die ? '' , '' Well all i know is that as long as your my star i wont '' Says  Oneil , and as usuall i start blushing . '' I love you '' He saids , '' I love you too '' I say , and so Oneil slowly moves in and kisses me softly on the lips , Lord knows how i love his kisses . '' Promice me , you won't ever leave me '' He saids , '' I Promice ''. '' Oh Wait , I Have Something For You '' Saids Oneil , '' Oh Really ? What is it ? '' Saids Curious Me , " Close Your Eyes '' . Oneil Reaces into his backpack Insearch of 2 promice rings in which he bought of us both , he promiced them so long ago but he didn't have the money . Oneil says You can open now so i open my eyes and there he was on one knee and Saids , '' Annile Addriana Foster , I love You So Much and i will never let you go , now here i am on one knee asking you to be my lawfully wedded Girlfriend forever Until I love another girl and she will be Annile Junior '' and Giggles , " Awwwwww * Blushes * I Love You So Friken Much Oneil * Giggles * Im sure  I Will Love Annile Junior too . Oneil Now Gets Up And Places This Beutiful Promice RIng on My Finger * Smiles * '' Its Georgeous , How Much is it worth ? '' Asks me , '' I Know you would love it and it doesn't matter how much it is worth all that matters is that ill have you forever . Oneil gently grabs me by the chin and leans in to kiss me and * DING DING DING * There goes the school Bell ... Ughh ! '' I Love You Anile , But got to go ive been getting to class to late since i had you and don't want to get us separeded anymore ok ? , " Ok '' I say . We Both Now Leave From The Basement and head to our classes . Sadly we aren't in the same class , so he has to leave me . I walk into my class and take my seat in the front of the class , i now have French With one of my teachers Ms.Harris and she looks kinda sore today ... She probally got it rough But You know what they say " If it ain't rough , it ain't right " . Class Starts and there i am trying to do is get through with my work so i can get out of this horrible school . Five Hours Later School is Over And I Finally get To See Oneil , usally after school i go by his house so i got in his car and waited for him to finish say goodbye to his friends . As soon as we get by his house i walk straight into the guest bedroom , this is were we usually chill becuase his bedroom is such a mess . Every eveing we would sit on the bed and play video games but that's starting to get boring so today we decided to watch a movie called ' Im In Love With A Sexy Serial Killer ' . This is probally one of the creepiest romantic movies you could we could ever watch , and to be honesty i was pretty damn  scared .. like this was some scary shit . He Probally didn't even care about me ,  could swear his hear was in his phoen for the whole movie . * Snatches Phone * " Can i have back my phone please '' ? Says Oneil , '' Oneil ! This is supposed to be our time after school and all you can do is pay attention to everyone else but us ? are you serious right now ....  ? '' , '' Im Sorry Baby , I won't do it again .. Forgive me now please '' Says Oneil ... '' Ok '' . Thank God that we are not in that school right now , were free to do what ever we want , no interruptions and no phone * Turns of all phones * . I decide to surprise Oneil with a kiss on his cheek and soon we end up deeply kissing on the bed of his guest bedroom , i slide my hand up his shirt as he slowly lifts up my shirt and starts to feel my breast , he slowly gently grips on to my breast and massages them , here is were everything good was about to happen but just as everything keeps getting messed up my little brother calls me ''  Granny is in the hospital '' He Says , " What Happened ? '' , '' She Had A Heart Attack '' , '' OMG Ok I'll Be There Soon ''

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 09, 2014 ⏰

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