Missing Pages

For You

Hey,
I haven't done this before,
And you probably don't know that you this is for,
But I had to get things straight,
Before it's too late, so
Hi.

If I were to be more specific,
It's for more than just one,
It's for you and you, and everyone,
Who might've hurt me, made me happy, laugh along as we made puns,
This poem is for you.

Alright I won't hesitate,
To say that I don't hate,
you we're friends,
enough said.

But we aren't close.
I'm not your foe,
But I won't go with your flow, either
So,
No, alright?
I don't hate you, I really do not,
But we're not as close as you always thought,
Sorry for the lies I said, the ones that you bought,
But I never wanted this friendship to rot.

Don't be offended,
That should've been my first sentence; but
I was hoping you could understand.

I've been hurt, betrayed and lied to,
That's no excuse to dislike you,
I know.
But I'll always need more time to accept you,
Even if you understand,
the problem at hand,
And the message I'm trying to send,
I think this should be our end.

So..

Hey.
I've never done this before,
But I needed to get things straight,
You, I'd never hate.

But I can't stop the lies,
No matter if I try,
And deep inside,
I still care about you, which is why
Even if you'd only sigh, or take a few months to cry,
I'm afraid this is my last

Goodbye.