Eleven x Max stranger things

The Snow Ball

/MAX'S PO/

       Wow i cant beleave i let the guys drage me to this dumb ball thing... whatever i mean i geuss its not that bad i mean all i gotta do is stand on the side noding and smiling.

All of a sudne everyone just freezes staring at the door to the gym and i cant beleave my eyes... "i..is... is that?" i cant even speek! Stooped mouth make wordes!!! all i can do is stand there wide eyed and jaw droped as i see one of the most wonderfull looking humans ive ever seen start crasing the floor toword us. "eleven..." 

   That was the first time i ever felt my hart beat so fast and then such a crushing feeling when she left to go dance with Mike... but why.. she dosnt even like me so why do i care? he dosnt like me and nether does she so there perfect together!... but why do i wanna get to know her better.. i cant help but wanna be close to her.. WHY???

"Hey.. um.. M..Max i..i um.. i was just thinking.. um". wow Lucas smooth XD... but sereasly look at that face how can i say no!

  "are you trying to ask me to dance with you haha... sure why not." i grab his arm and drag him out to the floor to dance... or what he thinks dancing is haha. wow how can we pic such a perfect spot! frome hear if im carfle i can carfuly see eleven over his sholder!... wow... i cant get over how grate she looks i mean she looks so beutiful juAAAAAAAA!!! n..no....no! she couldnt have really just...! WHY!!!

"So um... you..um" JUST SHUT UP!!! Befor he can say another fucking word i shut him up the only way i could think of... i kissed his stooped face! Ewe not only that but its like he dosnt even know how kissing workes... is he trying to eat my face!? i pull away as qick as i can and pull a fake smile trying to pretend i liked it... lookes like he fell for it.

the rest of the night i just feel numb for some reason... trying not to look envyesly at mike... or angerly... why im feeling like that in the first plase i have no idea... why did it hurt me so much to see them kiss? why did i only feel descusted with myself whale dancing with luces.. or even kissing him? i thoght kisses where soposed to make you feel happy... not wrong.  maby... maby i feel this way cuz... NO no way.. im not gay!... right? maby i just dont like Luces.. yes that must be it!... but that dosnt explane why i was so hurt. mabe i wa just gelise cuz there so happie together and i want that... ya of cours! And i wanna be closer to el becouse shes the only other girl in the groop! see.. im not gay!.. right?

" Max.. hello? EATHE TO MAX!" AaAaAa was i staring was i glaring was i just spacing??? "the dance is over its time to go... wow what did they put in the punch haha" few its just the dance is over .

"wha oh um.. nothing im sure... sorry dustin lets head out i geuss" Im not gay!... right?

A.N: sorry its short but this is kinda just the interduction into the story so the next shuld be at least a little longer.. if you get past this I promise it gets way better!