You Promised Forever

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Adalynn's POV

"NASH" I screamed coming into the small apartment where once my happy life used to be, now i dread the thought of coming home. I waited for a reply but received no response. I sighed and shook my head as i cleaned up the mess around the house. Beer bottles were empty...so many beer bottles.

I walked down the small hallway and braced myself for what was behind these closed doors.

"Nash?" i questioned walking into our bedroom.

He was standing looking out the window. "Are you oka..." i stopped talking when i noticed he had 2 suit cases laying on the bed full of his clothes.

"What's going on nash..?" i frantically looked around and noticed all of his stuff was packed up. His side of the bed where his little table was all the little things he had all packed up. His watches he left on top of the dresser were gone.

He slowly turned in my direction. The hurt in his eyes every single time he looked at me broke my heart even more than it already was.

"I uh..talked to Cameron and matt..." he trailed off looking away from me back to looking out the window, "...they have room for me there.." he said quietly.

"why are you doing this?" I asked softly trying to fight the tears.

"You know why Adalynn." He said as he pointed to the small box

"Nash..." i said softly i knew one day this would break us.

"Maybe one day i can look past this" he shook his head and sighed

I think i actually could feel my heart breaking. Like actual physical pain where your chest hurts and you can not breathe. Almost as in, your brain is shutting down.

"This wasn't my fault" i yelled back in defense at the blue eyed boy who once looked at me with full love.

He looked at me, with a broken smile, and sighed, "Adalynn... please" a tear dripped down his face as he walked past me opening the door where he once carried me into when we bought our cute little apartment, to leave for the final times of all the times he walked out that door.

"Nash please don't leave me.. you promised me forever!"

"I am so sorry..." he said as he kissed the top of my head. And he left without looking back he walked out our red painted door and didn't turn back. I stood there. 23 minutes i stood there waiting for nash to walk back in and say he didn't want to leave. he never came back.

i walked into our small room where everything happened. The good. The bad. i grabbed his pillows and a blanket and laid on the couch in the living room and waited all night long for him to come back. By now it was 3;37 in the morning and still nothing. I sighed and turned my head away from the door. I dug my face into the pillows that still smelled like him and wished it was him. I laid there all night wide awake.

It was now 5;52 in the morning and i walked back into our room and looked at the small box that sat by our t.v. I slowly opened the small box with the bow on top to see the 2 little tests with the 2 lines indicating my pregnancy. i teared up and sat them down and pulled out the 10 onesie's we had bought and the ultra sounds.

I know what you are thinking. Nash walked out on his pregnant girlfriend. Nash was an amazing dad too the baby that was with us for only 2 months.

Flashback

"Oh no baby..." Nash said as he walked into the bathroom holding up my hair as i puked.

"ugh" i sighed and sat down on the floor"

"This is the 5th morning in a row..." he said with a worried expression on his face.

"Nash.. I'm pregnant" i said softly. I looked over at the man i love and his worried face went to the happiest face ive ever see on him

"REALLY" he exclaimed.

"I opened up the drawer and showed him the ultra sound pictures along with the two tests showing positive.

"I'm gonna be a daddy!!!" he yelled jumping around like a kid. I giggled at his excitement.

"I have to tell the boys....wheres my phone wheres my phone where is the damn thing!!" nash yelled

"babe" i giggled. "Its in your hand"

he started laughing than ran over to me and went to his knees and kissed my belly

"Hi my future internet star just like daddy." he whispered to my belly . i giggled.

"How far along are you?" he asked

"Only 4 weeks"

Flashback over

I slowly put everything back in the box and laid back down.

I reached for my phone and called Matt. I know its only 6 in the morning but i had to know if he is okay.

"Hello?" he grumbled i could tell he was sleeping.

"M-Matt" I said softly

Matthew sighed, "Adalynn...he is okay i promise he passed out in Cameron's room."

"Oh okay." i said softly.

"You know he loves you he just needs time" he said

"Yeah..well i uh was just making sure he got there okay" and hung up before matt could say another word

Maybe ill wake up and this all be a dream. i thought to myself as i slowly closed my eyes hoping to wake up to nash next too me again.