Love at first sight

HATRED

I never talked to him ever again.How fullish was I to love him without knowing him,yet never loved me the way I loved them.......

I skipped classes,so that I won't seat next to him or see his stupid faced,that faced that tricked me,it was passed 5 pm...I was at the music room,playing the paino,then he came in the music room like he's out of breath...He said saying"I knew you'd be here",I stopped playing and tried to walked out,he stopped me be holding me hand,I pulled my hand and run,like my life depends on it.....I never wanted to eat,don't want to sleep,don't want to go to go to school, but I have to...

I've Finished my worst first year of high school,it was ruined,and he made it much more horrible....One day....
I saw him and he saw me...I just walked passed though him,but he said if he could talk to me?,I have no choice but to accept  that I can't run forever,and i cant escape reality of life,so I talked to him...He said if I could give him a second chance,I didn't know what to say...But i hate the feeling that I hated a person for a reason and not forgiving them....so I forgive him,like I always do to other people........

I forgived him,but that doesn't mean will be back to normal,life isn't that easy..