i'm sorry, but i love you.(completed)
by kim jae min Chapter 1
Chapter 1. I love you to joongie....
Jaejoong
Yunho..... do you know how much I love you ?
I hate to say it, but I sick ! I sick to always hold this feeling inside my heart, its hurt. I know this love is wrong, but I can't help it....., this love already grew inside my heart.
Today....
Yes ! today i will confess my feeling toward you. No matter what happen. I don't care, even if I must sacrifice our friendship, I don't care.
I just can't hold it anymore, every time I see you hold someone else hand, every time I see you smiling sweetly to another person, every time I see you kiss another person, every time I hear your voice calling to another one, telling me story about her, her sweetness, her, and her. Everything about her that make you smiling every day, I just can't hold it anymore, because I know, just one more time, one more time you telling me about her, then I cant hold my anger to told you how much I suffering, suffering because my felling towards you.
This sorrow.....
I must end it as soon as possible...
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"jaejoong ah, you are late !"
That's him, waving towards me with his right hand meantime his another hand take hold to some book, probably just another book about social. Yes, I know everything about him, including his favorit.
"sorry, I'm forget we have class. R you waiting for me ?"
Stupid cuestion, I know he always waiting for me. He is my bestfriend after all. But i just want to hear it from his own mouth...
"of course I waiting for you, you know every class will be very boring without my best friend beside me. I always need you joongie."
"I see..."
But you love her, not me. You just need not want me, you don't mean it.
"joongie, I need to talk about something with you after this. Can you ?"
I feel a bit surprise, but looking at him once more make me feel so heavy, like something gonna happened and I won't like it. I guess...
"al right, since I have something I want to tell you too..."
***
"jaejoong ah, be my best men huh ?"
"what ?"
"I say, be my best men, I want to take ye eun as my wife."
"but yunho ah, we still studying right? You say that you want to be a lawyer, that's your dream right? If you married her, then how you will be a lawyer?"
"silly jaejoong! Of course I still want to be a lawyer. But I will marred her first, then I will continue my study, I don't want she change her mind to be with me. I want to take her as soon as possible."
"have you tell her about this?"
"nope, I will tell her after this. But I know she will say yes. He...he.."
You what ? you want to take her as your wife ? are you love her that much? If you will married her, then how come? How come I tell you that I love you? I don't want to suffering, but I don't want to broking your happiness either. Silly, yes I'am silly, really yunho, I just want to cry right here. Why I must falling for you .........
