Laying in the depth of darkness,
wishing nothing except to feel again,
What could I give in return to feel again,
Yet knowing by being a broken also some kind of survival,
Funny enough that I gave too much when I was in love but gotten hurt in return,
In the time travelling period, I couldn't comprehend all the mysteries surrounding me,
Hoping hard to receive all the answers but it is worthless because I know love is the only answer,
I melted and laughed foolishly when you were with me,
Now crying once in while wondering how could I have been naive and stupid,
How could I have been blind for all your wrongdoings,
I feared this loneliness to the core, all I wanted was someone to prove that they will stay despite facing my ups and downs,
There are times I laughed hard but there also times I cried before going to sleep as I don't even know the reasons,
I can't be the normal person to forget how to feel,
I only know how to love without the involvement of hating part,
When the pains are inevitable and useless but the lessons are filled with scars and broken pieces.
