Sleep. That's all I want. But it never comes .never no matter how hard I try. I just lay awake for hours with bad thoughts in my head. Why don't they ever go away? If only someone knew. Would they understand? They wouldn't. No one undeestands. Unless they suffer to. But their is more than one kind and I feel alone so how would I find out if anyone else suffers. I will never know. I don't want to know. I want to be alone.
