Forbidden love

Bus Ride

I sit alone in the bus, seat 21 as usual, staring aimlessly out the window, waiting for the one and only who meets my eyes, Karla. I sit silent as ever as kids throw paper and candy at me the entire way, then I see her. As usual she sits in seat 20, away from me, texting anyone and everyone she can to try to get a lasting relationship. I sigh, my heart feeling like it's breaking into a million pieces, I stand, bolting off of the bus, straight to the bathroom, I hit the floor, just crying, curled into myself on the floor, knowing Sara she walks in knowing exactly what to do. We both sit on the bathroom floor together, hugging, then she pulls out something, my eyes widen. "Sara we can't smoke that shit in school... no." She chuckles, lighting up anyway, I huff, pouting. "I thought you quit." She only chuckles again, blowing the white smoke into my face. "And I thought you weren't a pussy, El. You need to stop mourning over the fact that you can't have her. She isn't worth your time if she hasn't noticed you. Leave the bitch be. Move on. Hell I would date you, but I won't because you're my friend..." her voice trails. I nod, taking the drug from her, leaning against her, taking a drag from it, then handing it back. "I just wish she knew.... then it'd be different. I wish I had the chance. Just one chance." I shut my eyes, Sara's arm snaking around my waist carefully. "Maybe you'll get the chance. Maybe." Let's get to class before Miss bitch finds us. I nod, walking to class with her. Maybe she's right. For now all I can do is hope.