the secret blackmaile

♡chapter four♡ whare am i?

Nikkis p.o.v

I open myneyes to see a bundle of pink and fluffy clouds surrounding me.

"Whare am i?" I whispered to myself as i slowly got up

Is this a dream or am a hallucinating?

I walkbon the fluffy clouds and look around

Mabey, if this is a dream, i can control it!

I move my arm around to make a 'move over' motion to one of the clouds

It didint work.. so i tryed it again..

Nothing

So i tryed it again

Nothing again

I soon stopped after a couple of trys and walk around a littel

What is this place?!

Whare am i?!

Am i..dead

I started freakeing out to the fact that i might be dead, i teared up and flopped on the ground..or cloud.. sobbing intill i saw a flat screen tv pop up right infront of me..

Thats really weird.. a tv just popping out of to ware was definitely a sight to see.

I saw the flower scouts, neil, and max hovering over me

"Come on nikki wake up!" Sasha said in an angry yet soft.

"D-dont do that sasha.." neil said looking at sasha with a distressed look on his face

"ILL DO WHAT I WANT" Sahsa said yelling at neil.

" guys! I'm here I'm here!" I said flailing my arms around trying to get their attention, but I don't think they can see me I think that I can only see the real world and I'm asleep..

Max leaned over to look at me he asks everyone else to please get out they walked out cautiously of the medical room the nurse asked what he was doing he just said that he needed some privacy.

he got a chair from one of the medical tables and sat down he put his arms over my body and looked over into my closed eyes I can only assume

" Nikki, ........ if you can hear me right now I just want to say that I'm sorry, oh what's the use you probably can't hear me, youre in a concussion for Christ's sake.. well I just wanted you to know.. *sob* that *sob* im sorry!"

He started balling out with tears from his eyes I could really see the sadness coming from him, he usually doesn't give a crap about anyone anyways so I didn't know what to react to, does he really care for me, or am I just imagining this is this not even the real world?! Is my brain tricking me Again?!

He wiped off his tears and then open the medical door he said that they could come in and they walked in they ask what happened last just said that he needed some alone time to look at the body. But I was the only one who knew that he was lying.

I jumped around a little place filled with pink fluffy clouds.

"I WANT TO GO HOME, I WANT TO SEE NEIL I WANT TO SEE MY FRIENDS AND I WANT TO SEE MEX!! PLEASE LET ME I CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM! I CANT I CANT I CANT!" I started yelling out to the place that I was in I started crying and sobbing and knocking on the clouds like it was a door like I was talking to someone that was keeping me hostage.

I felt like I was safe but I also felt sad that I couldn't see Max, Neil, Sasha, Aaron, and Tabii

"LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME OUT!!!!" I tried pushing my weight up against the clouds walls I did this again and again and again I switched into the floor knocking on it

"LET ME OUR LET ME OUT!!" I started crying and then I just stopped all of my muscles in my body felt weak I felt in pain I felt endangered but I also felt safe in this tiny little and capsuled room that was keeping me hostage.. I don't know what's happening to me I don't know if my mind is playing tricks on me and I thought I don't know that that's actually the real world that I'm seeing and I can't respond!!

I start to wonder if I'm dead I started crying my eyes out thinking that I'll never see Sasha Tabii Aaron Max or Neil ever again

" what did I ever do to you huh, did I kill you did I do anything to you I didn't do anything to you so why keep me hostage why make me suffer through this you know that I can't live without them cuz I know that you're my brain I know that that is a real world outside because I know that they wouldn't take their reactions like that I know that my brain wouldn't do tricks on me like this because this is something that I know is my brain for Christ's sake I know that I'm doing the right thing and I know that everything is right I know this is my brain brain tricks on me I know that's the right world of why keep me how hot is here making me suffer through everything is going outside but I can't interact with or without me.."

" because this is a safe room darling.."  and women that look a lot like when but with blonde hair came up to me

"W-WHO ARE YOU?!" I said.

" you don't remember me, huh" she said rolling her eyes.

" my name is Jen and your name is Nikki, do you remember that man named Daniel, he's here as well but I think that he's in a more private room but coincide with all of his awful things that he's dealing with.."

"Why are you here?!" I said looking up at her

" because this is the place where people who are knocked out,  or injured or even sometimes dead people go, sadly me and Daniel are one of the few people that are dead."

"A-am i dead?" I said tearing up

"No.. but now that you asked.. wake up"

*snap*

"Nikki! Youre up!"