Its been 2 months since i've cut, 2 months since i broke up with Ashley. I've been so depressed lately, and my babies arent doing that well, and im 8 months pregnant so im gonna have them in a month or maybe this month but i decided to end my life after my babies are born. I know this is cruel, to leave them without their real mom but i have to. I cant see that face after what that monster did to me. I know i cant think of Ashley that way but i have too. He caused this pain.
2 Weeks later
Well i've gotten better but no one canhelp this unbareble pain. Brian checks on me once a while. But he has a new girlfriend and her name is Kaitlyn, i just can't do this anymore i have to end it all.
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sorry this is sp short and i havent uploaded in a while!!!
