cheo
im tired
im exhausted
you win
joon
wdym
cheo
i drink because im in pain
im tired of feeling like this
im just tired
and when i say tired, it's 50% i need to
sleep more and 50% a state of
exhaustion that cannot be fixed
i need to sleep more, but how can i do
that when i lay awake thinking of
everything that has to do with
anything
i feel so useless
so emotional yet so numb at the same
time
this liquid poison is the only thing that
makes me feel some what normal
i can be happy for a little while
i can socialize without thinking
without wondering if my voice is annoying, if i said the word "it" right, if im blinking too much, if im blinking too
little, if the other person doesnt want
to talk to me, am i boring, am i
annoying
im so tired joonie
joon
ik
im sorry
cheo
no
im sorry
joon
im coming over
cheo
okay
YOU ARE READING
alcoholic -k.nj.-
Fanfictionthey care more for each other than they do for themselves ---------------------------------------------------- short
