Depression

Depression and his friends.

Depression, the terrifying shadow that follows me everywhere.. Depression doesn't just follow me he likes to follow and destroy many others as well.. 

Depression also likes to take away all self-confidence I have.. He can be cruel like that alot. He also likes to host parties sometimes and invites his friends over, their names are Anxiety, Ocd and Insomnia there is sometimes others too... Recently Depressions friends have refused to leave and go home.. so I've been living with them also. 

Anxiety, Anxiety stops me from socializing with anyone she tears down my self-esteem... Anxiety makes me feel scared of everything I'm too scared to even leave the house now.. Anxiety tears me apart and makes me so exhausted it feels like I've run a marathon but in reality, I've done nothing but sit in my dark lonely room and isolate myself...

Ocd, Ocd is like the annoying kid in class... doesn't leave you alone and like to mess with your head.. Ocd makes me feel so agitated and makes me want to have everything perfect... Ocd puts so many thoughts in my head sometimes its impossible to go anywhere because suddenly I wonder if I had left the oven on so I have to check it, then a few moments later you think another thing then another thing and it just loops over and over again...

Insomnia... I hate insomnia so fucking much, Insomnia thinks its fun to make me stay awake all night then the next morning id be so tired and cant function at all... Insomnia makes it impossible for me to get good grades or keep a job since he makes me so tired each and every day.. Sometimes he can push me to the limit where I pass out, I really just wish I could get some sleep without Insomnia waking me up...

All of these combined makes my life a living hell.. I wish I could live a happy life and not have to worry about anything, I often ask them why me?  and they never respond.. I would like to know why they want to take over my life, I want to know what I ever did to them I just want to be happy..

(Hiya, sorry if this was terrible it's kinda my first time writing  about this sorta stuff and posting it somewhere)