I can't take back the hurt you caused,
The heart that you single-handedly maimed.
The memories that are burnt into my head,
With the underlying lion you tamed.
My heart is full of mixed up emotions,
a head that circles in the past.
A soul giving enough to forgive you now,
Only to let our love last.
Trust is the memory,
While lies were the only truth.
Suppose I changed my mind,
Opened myself again like an open booth.
Let you have my everything,
Share my fantasies and dreams.
Would I finally be happy,
Or maybe realize it's not always as it seems.
Is it really that I want you,
And long to be held in your arms.
Or is it I feel like I need you,
Because of your boyish charms.
Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me,
Making my illusions feel real.
I just want to find it in myself,
Figure out what's really the deal.
