Confused (Lil Skies)

13

You grab your car keys and drive to Jordan and yours house. She's on the couch watching TV. "What's wrong with you? " She asks as she gets up and hugs you. You guys go to your room and talk about it then you fall asleep and she goes to her room. When you wake up you see that Skies has been calling and texting you nonstop, he even left a bunch of voicemails so you decide to listen to one. "Listen Kassie, I'm super sorry for pushing you I was just so mad and I decided to take out all my anger on you and I'm super sorry. " Skies said in the voicemail.

You didn't really feel anything for him anymore, maybe he just wasn't the right man for you to be with. You just wanted to end everything but you still had Jordan there for you, not the whole world was gone yet. Then you went to bed and tried going to sleep but you ended up crying yourself to sleep instead. In the morning when you woke up you went to the living room and watched netflix for a few hours until you finally decided to order pizza, you were eating your pizza when you got a call from the one and only Skies. So you decided to ignore it and continued to eat. Once you were done eating you decided to go shower, when you were done showering you found some of your pills that you used once to try to kill yourself. For a bit you started considering killing yourself but then that thought went away and again you're only choice was to live though all your problems and soon it will all be over. Skies probably has a new girl by now. Then you decided to check social media for a bit and all that kept popping up was stuff about you and Skies breaking up so you just ignored most of the stuff that was being posted. Then you stumbled upon a picture of you and Skies when you guys first started dating, that picture just made you want to end it all but then you remembered that he's not worth much to you anymore so you should just forget about him and not forgive him or even give him any more chances. Them you realized it was already 12 so you decided to head to bed.

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