There is beauty in chaos
But I am not chaos
Nor am I calm
I am tragic in all my tragedies
I am a storm within myself
I am awaiting death
I will embrace death
For death is the only path I am as of yet willing to take
For all the other paths have long since fallen away
For all I have now is pain
And this pain will not pass
Nor will it cease
I will await death
For it is what I want
Need
Deserve
It will be my home.
Home, something I've never had
Yes, death will bring me peace
Because nothing else can
Or will.
Kill me
And unite me with death
There is beauty in chaos
There is chaos in death
Let me find beauty
Let me find peace.
