I should've Kissed you: A 1D Love Story

Part: 22

I looked over at Harry.

"Harry, I don't know what's going on with me."

His face looked very concerned.

"Why?" He said.

I started throwing up again and Harry just put his hand on my back and held my hair.

I looked over at him. He took me to the bed and sat me down.

"Alexis, what's going on?" He asked as he put his hand on my face.

"I don't know, I've been having these weird dreams, and I've been feeling very nausious."

"We're taking you to the doctor."

"No, you have to do your signing an--"

"My fans, and the boys will understand, right now you're a little more important." 

He gave me some sweat pants, and a jacket.

"Get as comfortable as you can, I'm gonna go talk to the boys." He got up and left the room. I went into the restroom to brush my teeth and change. I hope it's nothing too serious, I'm scared.

I put on some comfortable shoes and put  my hair up in a bun. Harry then walked in.

"You ready babe?"

"Yeah, let's go"

Harry came up to me and hugged me.

We made our way to the car. Harry held my hand the entire way to the doctors.

We got out of the car, still holding hands. 

we waited in the room, until the doctor came in. Once he came in, I explained to him what had been going on. He examined me a bit,then he took some blood samples for some tests.

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We were in the waiting room for 2 hours, waiting for the test results to come back. After another hour, the doctor called us in. He told us both to sit down.

"Did you know that you were pregnant?" He asked.

"Were?" Said Harry.

"Well, Alexis, you were pregnant."

"Were? I still am right?" I said.

The doctor looked both at me and Harry.

"The baby past away a couple days ago in the womb. You were 5 weeks."

I felt like I had ben stabbed in the heart, I couldn't help but cry. I felt tears running down my face. Harry leaned over and hugged me, I couldn't believe it.

"Those dreams that you have been having, are due to stress."

I could berely hear what he was saying, I was still crying. The doctor got up and left the room.

"I can't believe it, we were gonna be a family." I said as I looked up at Harry. 

"But how could this happen?" He said

I thought for a while. Then it hit me.

"Ana. The fight I had with Ana." I said beginning to cry again.

I saw Harry's eye beginning to get red and puffy. I then saw a tear run down his face.

"Let's go home." He said as he wiped the tear off his face.

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We got home and avoided talking to anybody, we didn't want to have to bring it up.. We went upstairs to Harry's room. We took our shoes off, and layed down. He layed down behind me, put his hand over me on my stomach, and I put my hand over his.

"I love you both." He whispered in my ear.

That brought me to tears.

"It's all my fault"

"No it's not" Said Harry.

"If I would've just told Ana what was going on, she would've never gotten violent. And we would've been starting a family."

"That's not true, This is nobody's fault. Don't blame yourself, I love you."

"I love you too."

He then kissed my neck. We both fell asleep for a while.

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The sound of my cellphone woke me up. It was my dad.

"Hello?" I said

"Alexis?"

"Hi dad."

"How are you sweetie, how's college?"

"Umm..."

"Alexis, You're in college right?"

"Dad I have to go."

"Well, Me and your mother are going to be in twon next week."

"Sindy, isn't my mom, dad."

"Anyways, I'm going to stop by your house to visit."

"Dad, I don't live their anymore."

"What about Ana?"

"She's still there"

"Where are you living?"

I paused for a while.

"With my boyfriend."

"Boyfriend? So, you're living with some guy, instead of going to college?" I could tell he was angry.

"Dad, I'm old enough to make my own desicions."

"Well, then does he have a job?"

"He's Harry Styles, from the band."

"Oh, so you're dating a 'rockstart'?

"Dad I have to go bye!" I hung up on him, I didn't feel like getting lectured by my dad at this time, I already had many things on my mind. I just layed back down next to Harry and fell asleep.