"keep pumping"
bright lights are in my face blinding me. I squint my eyes lifting my hand over my head to try and see clear.
"She's up, she's ok!"
I look around me, I'm in a hospital. Wires hooked up to every part of me possible. One is checking my heart rate, the other checking my vitals, and one pumping water in through my veins. there is much more but I can't tell what they are for.
"Ms. Roselyn" I heard a mans voice. I see a very tall pale man with blonde hair towering over me.
"Why am I here" I hesitate and try to sit up. But I'm weak, my bones hurt. They felt like jello.
"You are here because you ingested sleeping pills, to try and kill yourself."
I look at him, he seems worried. He puts his hand on my shoulder as I look down at the white blanket on top of me.
"Ms. Roselyn what were you thinking?"
I look up knowing why I wanted to end it all. I hate me.
"I'm not sure doctor." I know exactly why. I just lied, I didn't wanna make a big deal of it.
"Your friend Noam is here to see you, she's the one who brought you in."
I hear the door creak open, noams head pops through the door.
She gives me a light smile before slowly walking in and shutting the door behind her.
"Is now a bad time" Noam looks at the doctor, he looks down and me than back up at her.
"No, you two ladies go ahead and talk. The nurse will be in a few minutes to check some things."
"Thanks Doc" noam waves a little wave to him.
"How are you feeling" her attention is now turned towards me. She's so worried.
"I'm fine"
"Why would you do that rose."
At this point I don't know why. I hate myself. that's why I did it. I would love to live forever, but why when I hate myself. Is there a point?
"I'm not sure, I just hate me noam."
"You could have died, I could have lost my best friend Roselyn. You mean so much to me and to others why would you wanna take that all away."
I didn't really know, these so called popular girls would always tell me how worthless and ugly I am. I've never been happy with my body type.
"I love you Roselyn , I have to get going."
"I love you too noam."
She gets up and is about to leave.
"Wait" I silently shout reaching my hand out.
"Thank You Noam.."
"You're welcome Roselyn .."
A tear falls from her eyes rolling to her cheek. I know she's worried about me. But I don't want her to be.
Noams POV
"Is she ok?" Mrs. Ruiz asked.
Roselyn hasn't came to school due to what happen.
"Yeah she's doing better."
I give her a light smile as she rubs my arm up and down before sitting at her desk.
"Too bad she didn't just die"
I hear Kylie's voice. Kylie is the so called "popular girl". She talks trash about everyone. Literally. she's the reason Roselyn is in the hospital.
"Shut up Kylie"
I clench my fist wanting to hurt Kylie so bad.
"Make me you little slut"
she gets up from her seat crossing her arms while burrowing her eyebrows.
"that's it" I mumbled
next thing you know I'm on top of Kylie throwing punches at her face left and right. I can feel the crowd of people join around watching this happen.
I suddenly get pulled off of Kylie by a guy.
Of course it's him. Ethan Dolan. Kylie's fuck buddy.
"don't touch me Ethan"
I screamed in his face while he helped Kylie up. she had a bruised lip and a black eye. there was a scratch that would soon turn into a scar by her eyebrow.
"Noam please come to the principals office"
"Fuck you Kylie"
I storm off collecting my things and walking quickly to the office to meet with the principal. I only did it for Roselyn . Roselyn is my best friend and I'd never let someone do or say things like that to her.
Kylie makes my blood boil.
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