As i walk down the halls of Adam's high school i stare at all the skinny girls . Everyday i ask god Why am i so fat and disgusted with my self ? , HAHAHAHHA good luck to me because he never answers . As i feel a lump in my throat and tears starting to start i hear somebody calling my name 'Rosie, Rosie , Rosie as the familiar voice approach me i realize that's my best friend Karla asking me are we still going shopping this afternoon'' ?? as usually i say yes , thinking bout how hurtful it is to go in the plus size department every time i go shopping , As i hear first period bell ring i tell Karla bye then go to class . Nobody know's how hard it is to walk into a classroom with everyone starring at you laughing , I'm thinking you are laughing because I'm different I'm laughing at you because you are the same , like everyday i go and sit up front with my math teacher ms.Beth sometimes its like she's the only in my world that understands me , as i look at the drill on the front board . a little rush of excitement runs down my spine thinking about all the fun me and Karla is going to have later . Karla is the only friend i have besides ms. Beth she's light skin long-haired and blue eyed i always tell her she look likes a super model she always denies it , but we both know deep down in her heart she knows it too i met Karla in the 1st grade when my mom and her mom went to the spa every Saturday :) Karla was always beauty inside and out ! i just cant wait to this afternoon