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  BishLoveYa

                                                       Jungkook

Scenario

you and jungkook were childhood best friends. Because both of your families were on good terms as well, you both studied together in school.

He was your crush since childhood..and slowly the crush changed into love. You were madly in love with him. But you didn't knew how did he felt for you.

One day, you both were in the park you go every evening, sitting on the same bench. Out of sudden, Jungkook spoke :" hey y/n....i wanna tell you something"

You answered: "yupp, go ahead kookie". He said:"i have been thinking about this since long, and i have decided..i will be asking tzuyu out soon"...Your heart dropped.You never felt this hurt. For two minutes you kept staring at him.You didn't even noticed your eyes were teary now. Jungkook: "yah! Y/N! why are your eyes teary?!"..

...He noticed.

You answered : "because..my kookie's all grown up..haha..go ahead boy and get your love". He blushed. So he really does love tzuyu..Tzuyu..your bestfriend. Jungkook: "so now YOU are gonna help me, becuase tzuyu is your bestfriend..and you are my bestfriend".

He was really happy.I just nodded and went back home. I cried my heart out. Is it the end? My love...loves my bestfriend. What should i do? I was a complete mess. Should i confess? maybe i should, so that he can decide- but wait...what if our friendship ended?...I dont even know what to do anymore

1 week later

 I decided to let know jungkook about my feelings..this was the only way. I went to the park, he was obviously waiting for me..or should i say..for tzuyu. Yes, since he told me, all we talk is about how is tzuyu, is she fine, what she likes, what she dislikes and all.

I sat there with him. Jungkook : "so y/n, tell me, what tzuyu-" Y/N: "i want to tell you something". Jungkook: "what? is tzuyu fine?" Y/n:" yes, she is, actually i wanted to tell you jungkook...

..

..

she really likes pink rose"

i couldn't tell..just couldnt.. Jungkook: " Oh! Thanks for telling me!" i faked a smile, and i was broken. Next thing i decided, I am going to ignore him. Thats the only things i can do now

2 weeks later

it has been 2 weeks since i have started ignore me. He tries to get my attention but i ignore him COMPLETELY. I don't go to the park as well. But i just get more hurt and hurt. I was passing through the hallways when someone suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me aside.

y/n: "WHAT THE-"  Jungkook:"Y/N! its me!" ..

i froze..

y/n:"leave me-"   Jungkook:" No y/n stopped! "..he grabbed both of my arms very tightly, and i was shocked. Jungkook: "You have been ignoring me since 2 weeks!? what the hell is wrong with you?!?!?!?!"   Y/N: "ITS YOU!!!" Jungkook: "what..me?"

Y/N: "YES IT IS YOU JUNGKOOK, HOW THE HELL CAN I FACE YOU WHEN I LOVE YOU BUT YOU LOVE MY BESTFRIEND!? DONT I HAVE A HEART TOO!?!?!"

....i realized what i just said and i looked at jungkook.

He was..

shocked..

hurt..

He let go my arms..and went away quietly without saying anything.

2 days later

i didnt go to school from the past 2 days. I just couldn't afford to. I cant face him. I am a big mess. I decided to go to the park hoping jungkook wont be there. I reached the park...and i was wrong.

He was there...and...he saw me..

I turned to leave when i heard him saying  Jungkook:" y/n! wait!"  i stopped in my tracks as i heard his voice. He hugged me from the back..and said:

"I am sorry i cant love you the way you do"

~The end~