𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗴𝗱

Part fifteen

I woke up in Tesla's guest bedroom, I got up with a headache from crying myself to sleep. I changed and got the courage to call Grayson.

Grayson- Hey, sorry can't make it to the phone right now please leave a message.

I heard his voice mail so I got an idea.

Me- Hey Gray, it's Erin. I told myself that if you didn't return this call I would move on, it's gonna kill me to move on but what else could I do. I can't keep anchoring myself from healing because my one and only is for feeling his dream. I love you and will always love you, but I'm never going to call or text you again if you don't return this.

And with that I hung up, I sighed falling back into the bed. I got back up and made my way downstairs, I checked the mail and saw the invitation to Lexy and Ethan's wedding. I sat the mail down on the island and went home, when I got home I sat down on the couch and turned on the tv.

I heard a knock on the door so I got up, I opened it to see Brian. Don't worry we're friends now.

"Hey can I come in?" He asked and I nod, we both sat down on the couch and in silence.

"I heard about Grayson, just know that I'm here for you Erin." He said calmly and I smiled at him,

"Thanks Brian, that means a lot right now." I say and he hugs me,

"Oh god, I need to go visit Mom!" I say and he nods, we both left and went our separate ways, and still no call back from Grayson wow he's awful. I stoped at my moms house and went in.

"Hey momma!" I say hugging her,

"Oh hey sweetie, how are you?" She asked with a sad expression,

"It's hard Mom, I really miss him. I want him home with me." I say crying and she pulls me in for another hug,

"I know sweetheart, he was your first everything! If he left you like that...maybe you and him weren't meant to be." She said and I looked down as we pulled away from the hug,

"Can we change the subject now, I can't...I just can't." I whisper and she nodded, we talked about flowers and just anything other than love. It kinda made me feel better. I got to see my 4 year old niece, and my 25 year old sister.

2 weeks later

Still no call or message from Grayson, right now I am at home cuddling next to a humongous bear Gray got me three years ago, I still cry over him. All of a sudden I got this uncomfortable feeling in my stomach, I got up and made my way to the bathroom. I got a box out from under the sink, I got the pregnancy test out and took it. When it was time to look I turned it over and it said

Pregnant

My heart dropped, I'm pregnant with the love of my life's baby and he's not even here to be happy with me. What do I do now?

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-Erin